Well then, there he is with the question of the marriage ended--as to
which, let me catch myself up to remember, I shall have to give _her_ a
motive, a presentable ground, since it's ended by her act, which won't
make it too anomalous on his part that relations with the house are kept
up. I must have him, by the way, not "stay" with them--I see advantages
and naturalnesses, facilitations of several sorts, in his not doing
that, but, much rather, putting up at one of the inns of the day, or
better still in a lodging in one of the old Westend streets. Why not let
the young woman make it quite frank and outspoken--happy thought!--and
say in so many words that she can't marry him because, heaven help her,
she's afraid of him; just that, simply afraid of him, even if he (with
his own malaise at this note) can't get out of her any _why_, when he
challenges her, as in dignity and decency he must, for a reason. This
much affects and impresses him--for there isn't in it, mind, the
smallest hint or implication of its being through any jealousy of her
sister, whom she doesn't so much as honour with a suspicion. (The sort
of Cinderella quality, so to call it, of the younger one, to be shown as
more or less felt by him.) The position thus taken with practical
suddenness by his prospective bride is the first definite note, at all
really sharp one, that he has to reckon with on the subject of the
queerness that hangs, that may so well hang, about him; and it sets up
thereby the beginnings of the great feeling that I want to impute to
him. He thinks all the same, at first, he expects and apprehends, not
with pleasure, however, that this attitude of hers won't be supported by
her mother and her brother: the thing having taken place between
themselves only, and quite abruptly; she striking him as acting by her
own sudden impulse alone, and in a manner not at all to suit the others.
They will overbear her, he imagines; her mother in particular will bring
her round again and into line. He positively fears this even--so that
his surprise is great, and his malaise even greater, when the mother,
with a full opportunity, by this time, doesn't so much as speak to him
on the subject. There must be a passage between them, him and the
Mother, in which he wonderingly and observantly, watching now all
symptoms and portents, as it were, waits for Mrs. So-and-So to speak, to
broach the matter herself, to show him her knowledge of what her
daughter has done. He must know, or must believe, that she has now the
knowledge--this point having been treated between him and the daughter,
as it were, in the scene of the rupture. He _has_ of course to ask her
if she throws him over with her mother's privity and approval, to which
she replies that she doesn't, up to then, that she has broken down but
then and there, but that now at once of course she will report herself,
so to speak, to her mother. I see it must be the case that she is plain
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