and honest, not at all tortuous or perfidious, and so far as
calculating, why calculating quite boldly and confessedly, as to the
material advantages accruing; and thereby the more eloquent as to the
inward feeling she can't surmount when she renounces these advantages so
flatly. Well, the point is, from all this, that our young man is waiting
for the mother to express to him that he mustn't on his side take
advantage of the girl's backing out, but insistently claim his right not
to be so trifled with (the attitude of the family being that they are,
for all their straitened means, great people themselves, greater truly
than he, and with a greatness for him in the connection,) and is going
on as if nothing has happened. He has expected from her, as in
character, the information that she has dealt herself, and with the high
maternal rigour that then prevailed, _with_ the ridiculous child, whom
she has thus reduced again to reason and docility. But nothing of that
sort comes--the lady of Drydown not only doesn't break ground to him
herself in that sense, but betrays to his now considerably excited
imagination a fear that he will: which will be, truly, awkward,
embarrassing and even "scaring" to her; so that what I seem to see
happening is verily that when he thus watches her not speak, notes her
as forbearing to for reasons of her own, he doesn't take her up on it,
decides in fact not to, decides that the question is really had out
between them without either of them so speaking, and only by his looking
her very hard in the eye, and her so looking at him, and his keeping it
up on this and her keeping it up on that. It simply drops thus, by its
own force, the question of the marriage, and the fact that he doesn't
have it out, and that she allows him, as by taking care, no opportunity
to, constitutes another silver nail, likewise, of as good a salience as
I could desire. There it is then, so far as that goes; and after I have
dealt for an instant now with the question of what the brother's
attitude also is in the connection, I see I shall have got what I was
reaching out for considerably above, _the particular thing taking, or
having taken, place_ which must serve for me as the determinant of the
phenomenon, the factor, I have settled to tackle. The "other fellow
appears" to Ralph, and makes him ask himself why, contrary to all
consistency or logic, the laws of the game, this extraordinary
occurrence should take place. He feels it as portentous--feels it, I
see, in a way altogether different from the way in which he felt it on
the first great occasion; when it only uplifted and thrilled him, making
him conscious of all his force--whereas it now disquiets and alarms him,
makes him sound it for its logic and its reason; which he clearly enough
interprets to himself. A difficult and intricate thread of exhibition
here, but as fine and sharp as I require it if I only keep it so. It
comes back to him, it comes over him, that he has freedom, and that his
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