or inferential or divinatory notion of that at all: which it would make
an extraordinary complication to undertake to give him--by which I mean
an impossible one, an unspeakable tangle, within the limits, altogether.
Yes, yes; the more I think the more I seem to see this conception of
Ralph's to be that the other fellow is endangered and incommoded in his
sphere by what strikes him as R's practical perfidy and
non-accomplishment. What makes this is that the two women, the two other
men etc., and the object of his preference above all, are thereby handed
over to their intensity of malaise--I give Ralph as seeing and feeling
and understanding him as _rendered_ thereby vindictive, as convicting
him accordingly of "perfidy", and of decreeing the punishment which
shall consist of not coming to his help: as I must show it as having
figured in their original entente that each shall come au besoin to the
help of the other. Out of this little store of indications, at any rate,
I shall be able surely to help myself to whatever in the connection, and
in closer quarters, I find my best interest in.
Definite it is then that, caught by his young friend in the fact of his
_intelligent_ alarm he makes a clean breast to her of what he feels and
understands, of what his intelligence most helps him to, of what, in a
word, it is necessary that she shall know--know in order to assist and
relieve him, do the particular thing that _will_ so act for him: and so
bring the whole situation to the point of its dénoûment. What is then
this particular thing?--what can it be when I bring it down to a finer
point, that is bring the question down, than my general first notion
brought it to? Here the very closest and finest logic must govern all
one's sequences. Altogether important and indispensable is it that he
doesn't "confess to her", really appeal and throw himself upon her, till
she has so "caught", as I say, and cornered him, that there is nothing
else for him to do--that is that under the pity and perception and
beauty of this he absolutely can't but give in. I have provided above,
or sought to, for the motive force establishing in her this capacity--I
have sought to do so, I repeat, though I'm not sure I don't still feel a
little uncomfortable at being able to do nothing better for her, as
would appear, than simply recognise his woe. The beautiful thing would
be for her to be able to _refer this woe_ to some particular, some
portentous observation or constatation already made by him: which
question I examined and turned over above without breaking down my
objection to her directly sharing his vision: I at that point stated
that I wished her but indirectly, but derivatively, to do that--through
her apprehension of the state into which it has put him. I seem to feel
that this then isn't quite ideally adequate or good without I know not
what _more_ for her: the ability in her, say, to _challenge him first_
on some entirely concrete matter which has told her something for
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