Arrange it as he would--or as _she_
would--he had not been good enough. What it really came to--she might
say what she liked--was that he was not of the type. Who _was_ then?--he
could but put himself the question. He even presently reflected that it
might serve her right to find after a while there was nobody. Thus it
was that Ralph Pendrel, with the world taking him, was yet thrown back
on that gentleman. If he was not good enough for _her_ he would be so
for this alternative friend; and he gathered about him in thought for an
hour all the merits he could muster. One of them precisely was that he
had another and quite a different passion. He kept repeating to himself
that just this, for his hard mistress, was his defect. He had wondered
much before he got up whether he had it with such intensity as to
constitute a vice--an inhuman side, that is, which she might pardonably
distrust. The only thing for him doubtless now therefore would be to
attest the intensity. He at last quitted the place with the step of a
man proposing to test it on the spot. All this while, however, the
anxiety truly deepest in him was about another affair. What in the world
had happened to her in Europe?
It was when he reached the quiet scene which the recent lapse of his
mother's soft pervasion had made so inconsequently, though now the abode
of a more single state, not wider but narrower, that the next great
thing befel him. He found on his table a letter from a firm of London
solicitors, a communication on the face of it most harmoniously timed.
It appeared that under the will of his late kinsman, Mr. Philip Augustus
Pendrel, he inherited property--a fact enriched by the further mention,
on the part of his informants, that should he find it convenient to come
to England without undue delay his being on the spot would contribute to
their action in his interest. It may immediately be said that the light
wind of this stroke had even at the moment a happy effect on the heat of
his wound. The event would certainly appeal with no great directness to
the author of that injury, but its connection with the object of his
other passion, as we have termed this source of inspiration, became at
once of the liveliest. He made as rapidly as possible his arrangements
for a journey to London, but he had time, before winding up the
situation in New York, to hear from his cousin's representatives of
matters still further concerning him and to receive from them in
especial a letter addressed in that gentleman's hand and not at first
found among his effects. It contained the only words that had, so far as
he knew, come to any member of the American kinship, for two
generations, from any member of the English. The English, he was
perfectly aware, had been held by the American to be offish and haughty,
and the American had stiffened itself to show that, since the question
was of turning an unconscious back, the game was playable wherever backs
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