He had at intervals an eye to his watch, but what kept him on and on was
precisely the force of the stillness in which nothing happened. There
had come to him at the end of an hour or two a special and peculiar
sense of being alone in the house. If his good friends in charge were
below--he had had with them this evening no contact--never were good
friends so respectful of what he was quite ready to call for their sake
his absurdity. He was fully aware of how absurd it might appear in a
quiet gentleman of unannounced intentions to perambulate an ordered
house after the fashion of some carpet-man or plumber deprived by a
catastrophe of foot-rule or pocket-book. He listened at the mouth of the
lower regions and found them soundless; he remounted to the chambers
above, and then he again descended to apply that test. Practically, in
any case, he was beyond all observation and if self-effaced agents but
worked to make him feel so, that only assured the freedom. Perhaps they
had in fact gone out, finding him in murmured counsel more uncanny than
they liked; it came to him whimsically while he paused anew at one of
the windows as if on purpose to feel cut off by the gathering night and
the patter of cold rain, it came to him agreeably that they might have
been scared of a person whose range was so restless, who, declining at
the outset a fire, seemed to like the gruesome chill, and who now let
the shadows multiply without so much as ringing for a light.
The windy lanterns flickered in the square and were reflected in the
wet, and as he turned about for another prowl--his last decidedly this
one--he assured himself that he had in his pocket matches for tobacco
and that, should he require them, the numerous brave stiff candle-sticks
of silver and brass (oh what people he knew, even Aurora herself, would
have given for them!) were furnished with tall tapers. On his reaching
again for his final round the first drawing-room, which occupied with
its fine windows the width of the house and into which, as the curtains
were still undrawn, the street-lamp before the outer door played up with
a gusty rise and fall that made objects, chairs, cabinets, sofas,
pictures, look the least bit equivocal and like some vague human company
that blinked or grimaced at him--on his thus finding himself once more
where he seemed most to hold the key of the place he resumed the
pointless pacing that had occupied so much of his visit. He walked from
end to end as with a problem to think out; listened to his tread on the
carpetless floor, for the perfect polish of which (no material note in
the whole scale being more to his taste) he had made from the first a
point of commending the housekeeper; he stayed on without knowing why,
only clinging to this particular room just because he could measure its
length, and even a little because of the very ambiguity, half sociable
and half sinister, that made its different features, as he might have
said, take action.
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