that no one but the given man and the given woman could possibly know
the truth, or indeed any of the conditions, of the state of their being
so closely bound. It didn't matter now therefore that the conditions of
the Coynes had put him a question impossible to answer; the answer was
Aurora's own, for whatever future application, whatever determination of
her further conduct: she had been admirable and inscrutable--that was
the only clearness; though indeed with it one might at a stretch
inwardly remark that if the future _did_ owe her amends she probably saw
them as numerous.
Could she have shown him, at any rate, in a burst of confidence, this
compensating vision, he would have liked exceedingly to see it, even at
whatever cost to his own pride; but she nursed it now, at least to begin
with, in silence, only signing faintly, to his embarrassment, with her
grand thick-braided head. What this most suggested to him was that if at
twenty-two she had married a condemned consumptive she wouldn't now, at
thirty, marry a mere thinker--which was what Ralph amusedly knew himself
to pass for in New York, where the character indeed is held almost as
much in honour as that of the dervish in the East and where once, at his
door, it had been all but set down to him as professional by the man
calling about the Census or the Directory. Aurora Coyne's backers, her
ancestor and her late husband's, as Park Avenue so often termed
grandparents and parents, were members of the local Chamber of Commerce,
but he himself should more fitly have been a Malatesta or a Sforza: then
she might have been contracted to a despot or a condottiere. Within the
quarter of an hour he had completely lowered his crest. "I see, I see,"
he said, "I'm even less possible to you than I feared; and heaven knows
I hadn't sinned by presumption." She continued to say little in
reply--so little that, to ease positively for herself the awkwardness of
so few attenuations, he risked expressing her view, risked even, for
charity, making her contradict him. He imputed to her not quite a wish
to dismiss him wounded, yet making her care enough to contradict him
would a little diminish his defeat. "The one kind of man you could
really fancy would be some big adventurer. You'll marry the day you meet
one of your own proportions and general grand style, a filibuster or a
buccaneer. You might do with a great soldier--all the more that there
are some such about; yet even that is not the exact note. You won't of
course confess to it, but he should have a shade of the ruffian. It's a
pity there are no more pirates--you'd have doted on Paul Jones. The
adventurer isn't enough--your ideal's the desperado. I too, however, in
my way, am desperate. But I'm too intellectual."
"You know," she presently replied, "how clever I've always thought you."
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