buckskin breeches which his riding-boots surmounted almost to the knee
and his stout legs exposed to a strain; tight in his vividly blue coat,
which had a tail but no skirts, though indeed brass buttons galore, as
if to make up for that, and which suggested at the wrists, under the
arms and across the chest, that he might fairly have outgrown it through
daily increase of strength; tight even in the redundant neckcloth that
couldn't well have strangled him, and yet above which his young face and
the large fold of his chin, in particular, declared themselves purple
and congested--carrying out also, with the fine bright sheen of the
skin, that betrayal as of a general tense surface and of the effect of
breathing hard beneath it. Ralph was afterwards thoroughly to learn both
how far the fortitude of this nominal young head of the house of Midmore
could go and where and why it would fail; but the immediate exhibition
was that of an extraordinary diffidence, almost a chill of fear, in face
of the unusual. This let our friend see, out of hand, how new and how
strange he must have struck his kinsman as being, in spite of such
preparations as must already have worked for him; which fact it
was--just the primitive candour of Perry's revelation--that most
impressed on him his fine liability to loom large.
It wouldn't be a great affair, certainly, to loom large to Perry--that
he at once grasped; for while he felt himself thus play on his
sensibility he felt sure that all there might be of that article,
absolutely all, was engaged, with nothing left over for any other
use--though this apprehension, at the same time, clothed the odd figure
with a richer interest perhaps than any yet stirring in his breast.
Perry would be bold, Perry would be brave, would be even, and with the
last unconsciousness, brutal; and withal for those lapsing moments Perry
would have given anything not to have to deal with a presence that
deprived him at a stroke of those of his advantages, as he knew these,
that had accompanied him up to the very door. Ralph felt in the full
measure of this perception the desire he should keep them, and for the
very fullest exhibition; which he would be hanged if he didn't
positively _make_ him do--so that to begin this effect on the spot he
smiled and smiled, smiled verily as perhaps never in his life before,
and alas but at first with the apparent consequence of inspiring more
mistrust. It was probably at this instant that there fell upon our
friend the first light sense of a predicament on his own part the
gravity of which he was before long not to mistake--the faintest
symptomatic hint, that is, of a dilemma so extraordinary that we shall
scarcely be able to do it justice enough, consisting as it did in the
prevision of his probable failure to keep himself unperturbed, in the
right proportion, by the mistrust it was open to him, on a certain side,
or at least in certain quarters, to inspire. Why should he, why should
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