he? he was to be able to say to himself, though indeed after much else
had happened, that he had then inwardly and rather sickishly begun to
inquire; for in the least degree to determine wonderments that should be
beyond answering was the last thing he had dreamed of, and we may in
fact all but feel his heart even now stand still for half a second under
that noted first breath of a fear. That he wanted but to please and
soothe and satisfy him, that he was ready to sacrifice to so doing all
but the blood of his veins, this came over him to the point of bringing
out sweat-drops on his brow while he met his kinsman's bulging eyes with
the grace of reassurance we have just imputed to his own. He understood,
he understood--which was the challenging interest: Perry scented his
cleverness, so to call it, scented his very act of understanding, as
some creature of the woods might scent the bait of the trapper; whereby
it was that to prosecute success by wiles more manifest yet and then but
watch them brilliantly fail might well mean at last finding no issue in
a case that depended on issues. Was this perfect example of whatever he
should really prove--his absolute transparency making him preciously
perfect--going to defeat by mere alarm the true, the extreme felicity of
a right relation with him? that relation which would consist of seeing
how he was shut up to his three or four parts as to the rooms of a house
of three or four windows and only a bolted door, and attending him there
with the due allowance for this. The point would be in the young man's
dim perception and possible resentment of allowances--conceivably
productive in him of positive unrest; thanks, no less conceivably, to
his being probably as neat a case as one could desire of impenetrable
density before the unfamiliar. The unknown, however presented to him,
would remain for him the unknowable, and by just so much the detestable
and the impossible, calling on quasi-brutish instincts of danger and
self-defence. The danger would be to the element of pride in him, one of
the three or four properties that a Midmore had easily at hand, and that
could quite naturally make the embodiment of such a privilege recognise
whatever might menace it, even though with no resource or comfort in the
matter but a dull direct hate, a straight if unpolished arm.
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