The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode — John Shaqi
The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy BulstrodeVan Vorst, Marie
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The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode
Van Vorst, Marie
Bachelors -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"Not in my eyes," said Bulstrode, stoutly.
"--which I can never clear."
Bulstrode made a dismissing gesture.
"I should want the chap out there to know the truth."
"The truth," caught his hearer, and the other as quickly interrupted:
"To know under what circumstances I left my people."
"No, that is unnecessary," said Bulstrode, firmly. "Nobody has any
right to your past. I don't know his. That's the beauty of the
plains--the freshness of them. It's a new start--a clean page."
Still the guest hesitated.
"I don't believe it's worth while. You see, I've batted about now so
much alone, with nobody near me but the lowest sort; I've given in so
long, with no care to do better, that I haven't any confidence in
myself. I don't want you to see me fail, sir,--I don't want to go back
on you."
Bulstrode had heard very understandingly part of the man's word, part
of his excuse for his weakness.
"That's it," he said, musingly. "Butting about alone. It's
that--loneliness--that's responsible for so many things."
Looking up brightly as his friend whose derelict dangerous vessel, so
near to port and repair, was heading for the wide seas again, Bulstrode
wondered: "If such a thing could be that some friend, not too
uncongenial, could be found to go with you and stand as it were by
you--some friend who knew--who comprehended----"
Waring laughed. "I haven't such a one."
"Yes," said the older gentleman, "you have, and he will stand by you.
I'll go West with you myself to-morrow--on Christmas day. I need a
change. I want to get away for a little time."
Waring drew back a step, for Bulstrode had risen. Cold Anglo-Saxon as
he was, the unprecedented miracle this gentleman presented made him
seem almost lunatic. He stared blankly.
"It's simpler than it looks." Bulstrode attempted conventionally to
shear it of a little of its eccentricity. "There's every reason why I
should look after my property out there. I've never seen it at all."
"I'm not worth such a goodness," Waring faltered, earnestly,--"not
worth it."
"You will be."
"Don't hope it."
"I believe it," smiled the gentleman; "and at all events I'll stand by
you till you are--if you'll say the word."
Waring, whose lips were trembling, repeated vaguely, "The _word_?"
"Well," replied Bulstrode, "you might say those--they're as good
any--will you stand by _me_----?"
Making the first hearty spontaneous gesture he had shown, the young man
seized the other's outstretched hand. "Yes," he breathed; "by Heaven!
I will!"
It was past midnight when Bulstrode, pushing open the curtains of his
bedroom, looked out on the frozen world of Washington Square, where of
tree and arch not an outline was visible under the disguising snow; and
above, in the sky swept clear of clouds by the strongest of winds, rode
the round full disk of the Christmas moon.
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