The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode — John Shaqi
The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy BulstrodeVan Vorst, Marie
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The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode
Van Vorst, Marie
Bachelors -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"No, I can't tell you. I couldn't ever tell you. It's not the same
trouble, it's a new one and worse. I guess it's the worst thing in the
world."
Bulstrode was pitiless:
"One that has come lately to you?"
"Oh, yes!"
She was weeping more quietly now.
"Please leave me: please go, Mr. Bulstrode."
"A trouble with which I have had anything to do?"
She waited a long time, then faintly breathed:
"Yes."
The hand he firmly held was gloveless and cold--before he could say
anything further she drew it away from him and cried:
"Oh, I ought never to have let you guess! You were so good and kind,
you meant to help me so, but it's been the worst help of all, only you
couldn't know that," she pleaded for him. "Please forgive me if I seem
ungrateful, but if I had known that I was going to suffer like this I
would have wished never to see you in the world."
Bulstrode was trying to speak, but she wouldn't let him:
"I never can see you again. Never! You mustn't come any more."
But here she half caught her breath and sobbed with what seemed naïve
and adorable daring:
"Unless you can help me through, Mr. Bulstrode--it is your fault, after
all."
If this were a virtual throwing of herself into his arms, they were all
but open to her and the generous heart was all but ready "to see her
through." Bulstrode was about to do, and say, the one rash and
irrevocable perfect thing when at this minute fate again at the ring of
the curtain opportuned. The tap, tapping, of a pony's feet was heard
and a gay little cart came brightly along. Bulstrode saw it. He
sprang to his feet. It was close upon them.
"You will let me come to-morrow?" he asked eagerly,
"Oh, yes," she whispered; "yes, I shall count on you. I beg you will
come."
"Jimmy," said the lady severely as he accepted her invitation to get
into the cart, "this is the second wicked rendezvous I have
interrupted. I didn't know you were anything like this, and I've seen
that girl before, but I can't remember where."
"Don't try," said Bulstrode.
"And she was crying. Of course you made her cry."
"Well," said Bulstrode desperately, "if I did, it's the first woman
that has ever cried for me."
As the reason why Bulstrode had never married was again in Paris, he
went up in the late afternoon to see her.
The train of visitors who showed their appreciation of her by thronging
her doors had been turned away, but Bulstrode was admitted. The man
told him, "Mrs. Falconer will see you, sir," by which he had the
agreeably flattered feeling that she would see nobody else.
When he was opposite her the room at once dwindled, contracted, as
invariably did every place in which they found themselves together,
into one small circle containing himself and one woman. Mrs. Falconer
said at once to Bulstrode:
"Jimmy, you're in trouble--in one of your quandaries. What useless
good have you been doing, and who has been sharper than a serpent's
tooth to you?"
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