The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy BulstrodeVan Vorst, Marie
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The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode
Van Vorst, Marie
Bachelors -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"There is such a thing, believe me" (Mary Falconer wrote in the pages
which Bulstrode opened to read for the twentieth time), "as the _gloom_
of Christmas, Jimmy. People won't frankly own to it. They're afraid
of seeming sour and crabbed. But don't you, who are so exquisitely apt
to feelings--to other people's feelings,--at once confess it? It
attacks the spinster in the bustling winter streets as she is elbowed
by some person, exuberantly a mother, and so arrogantly laden with
delicious-looking parcels that she is almost a personal Christmas tree
herself. I'm confident this 'gloom of Christmas' grips the wretched
little beings at toy-shop windows as they stand 'choosin'' their
never-to-be-realized toys. I'm sure it haunts the vagrant and the
homeless in a city fairly redolent of holly and dinners, and where the
array of other people's homes is terrifying. And, my dear friend, it
is so horribly subtle that no doubt it attacks others whose only grudge
is that their hearths are not built for Christmas trees or the hanging
of stockings. But these unfortunates are not saying anything aloud,
therefore we must not pry!
"There's a jolly house-party on at the Van Schoolings'. We're to go
down to-morrow to Tuxedo and pass Christmas night, and you are, of
course, asked and wanted. Knowing your dread of these family
feasts--possibly from just such a ghost of the gloom--I was sure you
would refuse. But it's a wonderful place for a talk or two, and I
shall hope you will go--will come, not even follow, but go down with
me."
There was more of the letter--there always is more of women's letters.
Their minds and pens are so charmingly facile; there is nothing a woman
can do better than talk, except to write.
Bulstrode smoked slowly, the pages between his fingers, his thoughts
travelling like wanderers towards a home from which a ban had kept them
aliens. His eyes drifted to the beginning of the letter. He wasn't
familiar with the homeless vagrant class. His charities to that part
of the population consisted in donations to established societies, and
haphazard giving called forth by a beggar's extended hand.
If anybody may be immune to the melancholy of which his friend Mrs.
Falconer spoke, it should surely be this gentleman, smoking his cigar
before the fire. The unopened letters--there was a pile of them--would
have offered ample reason why. No one of the lot but bore some
testimony to the generous heart which, beneath dinner-jacket and behind
the screw-faced watch with the picture in the back of it, beat so
healthy and so well.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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