The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy BulstrodeVan Vorst, Marie
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The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode
Van Vorst, Marie
Bachelors -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"Oh, his rank didn't dazzle me," she murmured absently, "they seem all
alike, and when they find out that I am not a certain kind they ask me
to marry them... But if I could only get back to the Mill on the Rose,
Mr. Bulstrode! If I might again see it as I used, if I could see you
there as I used to see you--walk by your side; row with you on the
river; if I could hear the wheel again as I used to hear it, then"--her
voice was delicious, a very note of the river of which she spoke. Oh,
she must act well, there was no doubt about that; no wonder she had
been a success: "If I might walk there with you--titles, even my art
and all the rest"--she did not apparently dare to look at him as she
spoke, but fixed her eyes across the room as if she saw back twelve
years into ----shire ... "if I could _only, only_ go back again with
you!"
In spite of himself, carried away by her voice, Bulstrode said:
"You shall, you shall go back with me!"
"Oh, Mr. Bulstrode," she gave a little cry and caught his hand,
steadying herself by the act.
"Wait," he murmured, "wait, let me think it all out." And, as she had
done, Bulstrode walked over to the window, to the balcony where the
fresh air met his face, where the breath from the sea fanned him,
blended with the scent of the meadow. Before Bulstrode the first
reflection of the morning lay like silver on the sea.
When he finally went back into the room, Felicia Warren had not moved.
Just as he left her, she sat, deep back into the divan, leaning on her
hand, with something like the glory of a dream on her face. Standing
in front of her, he said slowly:
"I'm entirely free. No one in the world depends upon me. I have no
tie, or bond to my life. I have freedom and money. So far--if what
you say is all true, don't start so, for I believe it, every word--so
far, I have spoiled your life."
But the girl shook her head.
"Oh, no, _you haven't_," she assured him. "We make our own lives, I
expect, and I told you that I could remember everything you ever said
to me in the past--you never lied to me, and you were never anything
but kind and dear. I've been a fool, a fool!"
Sitting there in her fragile evening dress, its ruffles torn where they
had trailed across the pebbles in the street, the disorder of the room
around her, its evidence of a homeless, wandering life, she seemed like
a bit of flotsam that, no matter from what ship it had been blown, had
at last drifted along the shore to his feet. Unhappy and deserted, she
reached the very tenderest part of Bulstrode's nature. Cost him what
it would, he must save her.
But, as though the girl, with an instinctive fineness divined, she rose
and going over to him very gently, laid her hand on his shoulder:
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