The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy BulstrodeVan Vorst, Marie
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The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode
Van Vorst, Marie
Bachelors -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"You must go _now_: that is what I ask you to do. I have seemed, and
indeed I have thrown myself upon your mercy; but, in reality, I don't
do any such thing. You will soon forget me, as you have been able to
do all these years. The table is full of your money. I am poor, and
yet I don't take it. Doesn't _that_ prove a little my good faith?
Doesn't it? Only think of me as the most romantic dreamer you ever
saw, and of nothing more. Oh, _no_," she breathed softly, "_no_, a
thousand times...!
"I've answered your question before you've asked it! No, I couldn't;
no woman who wants love is content with pity. I would rather starve
than take money from you although I have lived on your money for years.
I would rather be unhappy than take what you could offer me for love.
You mustn't speak; you mustn't ask me. The temptation is very great,
you know, and it _might_ wreck me. No, Mr. Bulstrode, and the reason
why I say it is because I've seen."
"'I've seen?'" he repeated her words. "You've seen, but what do you
mean--what have you seen?"
"I'm going to tell you why I sent for Prince Pollona, although you
don't ask me. I came to Trouville alone. I saw you; I've watched you
with your friends." Bulstrode accepted quietly. "The two young people
are engaged to be married and the other two are husband and
wife--well...?"
A spasm of pain crossed Felicia Warren's face and she put what she had
to say with singular delicacy for an actress who had risen from the
people.
"I know," she said, "I understand, but when I saw you, I knew that
there was no hope for any other woman who loved you--and I gave you up
then. I sent for Pollona."
The introduction of even so little into the room as the suggestion of
the woman he loved, startled Bulstrode as nothing else under the
circumstances could have done. It struck him like a lash. He was
disenchanted, and he more quietly considered the girl whose confession
and whose beauty had made him nearly disloyal.
Felicia Warren, as though she took it in her own hands and, mistress of
herself, knew how much she could take and what she could deny herself,
laid her hand on his arm.
"You can do nothing at all, just as you have always done--and I--I can
learn to forget. But I have refused your money to-night," she said
piteously, "haven't I? and I am penniless; I have refused more too;
perhaps what no woman who loves could refuse as well. Don't you think
that there is something due me? Answer me this? Tell me. You _do_
love her, you _do_?"
As she leaned against him, the years seemed to fall away and to leave
her a girl again, nothing more than a child he had known. He took her
face between his hands and looked into it as one might look into a
well. He saw nothing but his own reflection there.
"God knows," he said deeply, "I could not willingly pain a living
creature, and to think that I should have made you suffer, have made a
woman suffer for years. Let me do all I can, my dear, let me--let me!"
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