"That's different! They'd have to catch us--but they'll _know_ you
didn't work!" The full implications of his action had reached her, and
her eyes were round with dismay--and wonder. "Why? What made you do it?"
"I can't really explain it. Maybe it has something to do with--" For a
moment he was withdrawn, searching his own mind. Then he asked, "What
do you think about the Merger?"
"I don't think about it much," she said slowly.
"It doesn't mean anything to you?"
She shook her head. "Why should it?"
"It's what started me off. But that was just the"--he thought of the
firearms in the Historical Museum exhibit--"the trigger. I was trying
to be ... _me_."
She regarded him apprehensively. "What will they do to you?"
He shrugged. "I suppose there's a whole team of computers and
technicians somewhere in the Organization that handles these things. I
don't imagine I'm the first one."
"Don't do anything like that again," she said urgently. "Promise me you
won't."
He said it to please her, not knowing what he meant to do. The world
beneath the surface and inside the cylinders was still unreal. "I
promise," he said.
Darkness was closing in when they once again circled the wall, looking
for the steel door he had wedged open. When they came to it he felt the
first real tug of fear. The door seemed tight. He knelt quickly. The
heavy weight of the steel had crushed the fabric belt flat--but there
was still a narrow opening. The inside latch had not caught.
Hiding his relief, he rose and once more took Ann into his arms. "Don't
give back that blue outfit," he said.
"No," she whispered. "No, Hendley."
He kissed her. When he opened the door and took her hand to help her
step down, she said, "We should go separately."
Surprised, he pondered the suggestion a moment. "I don't think we were
noticed. And the museum is open all night. We can just go back--"
"It would be safer," she insisted. "I--I'll meet you in front of the
museum in five minutes. I can find my way out."
He caught the appeal in her voice. And she might be right after all. If
they were to use this meeting place again, it was just being sensible
to come and go separately.
"All right," he said. "You go first."
Her hand gave his a convulsive squeeze. She dropped down into the
tunnel, her steps ringing faintly on the metal staircase. He waited
until the sounds had faded off. The sky was a deep blue now, and a
single bright star was visible above the horizon. What must it be like
to see the whole span of the sky lit up with stars? Now that he knew
the way, he could come out and see. There was nothing to prevent him.
There had never been anything but the habit of obedience.
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