Married women -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
“I do not speak of him, but he was my treasure: a darling. When he was
three years old he fell out of a window, and was killed before my very
eyes. Then, indeed, I would gladly have laid me down and _died_--but
here I am! trying to encourage you to rise again and plod along the
highway known as Life. If Harry had lived, he would be your age; it
is thirty-five years since they closed the coffin-lid upon his little
angel face. To add to my agony, my husband declared that the accident
was _my_ fault; the child was watching me mounting my horse, he
overbalanced, the nurse grabbed at him, but only his sash, remained in
her hand.”
“How dreadful!” cried her listener with streaming tears.
“Yes, dear, you may weep a little for me; but as for yourself, you must
dry your tears, and enter upon another life.”
It had been mooted on the mountain-side, in farm-houses and cow-houses,
that the rosy-cheeked English girl, claimed by a rich father, had
forsaken the pretty mother who for thirteen years had toiled for her
support. Ah, a _wustus maden_!--(a bad girl).
A surprising amount of kindly sympathy was felt and shown; many little
farewell gifts were left at the Paradis, addressed to ‘Frau Glyn,’ and
one afternoon Letty nerved herself to ascend to Les Plans, for the
last time, in order to take leave of its inmates. There they were, all
ready to welcome her! the Josts, Freda, the Frau herself, and a new
dog--another Karo. In the low-roofed sitting-room, when Letty and Frau
Hurter were alone, she said:
“All my little things here, my chair, and lace pillow, work-basket,
harmonium, and tea-service I hope you will accept.”
“But, _mein liebe Frau_, I never sew or play tunes. I am old, and my
fingers are like wood.”
“Fritz’s wife will be young?”
“Fritz--_ach ye!_ He _knows_. My cousin writes he is as mad, and
off his head; he says he goes to America, he cannot live here,
ever--without _her_. The boy comes to say good-bye in two days, and
then we are forsaken--you and I, by those for whom we would give the
life’s blood.”
“He will get over it, dear Frau. Fritz is so young. Ask him to come and
talk to me, and I will do my best, to persuade him to stay.”
“Yes, it may do good, since he loves you--we can but try,” she paused
to wipe her eyes on her apron; “but as for you, dear lady, my heart
aches. It seems but yesterday, when you stood out there in the garden
in the sunshine a _girl_, with Mitli in your arms. What you have
been to her ever since, the good God, and I, alone know. Now she has
deserted you; try and put her away from your thoughts.--You are still
young, you have your own life.”
“I am going to make another home; but what can replace a _child_?”
cried Letty, rising as she spoke. “I want to see her room, and settle
about her things.”
“Her room is dusted and in order, otherwise as she left it. We will go
there now,” and Frau Hurter climbed the stairs, and threw open the door
into an empty chamber.
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