Married women -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
To do Mrs. Hesketh justice, her friends were not altogether the mere
victims of a cynical interest; in the core of a withered heart,
long-forgotten emotions and sympathies, were stirring. In the days
of her exquisite youth, Maude Charlton, too, had a gallant, handsome,
penniless lover; but when love had extended imploring arms she suffered
ambition to restrain her, and accepted instead of a heart’s devotion,
middle age, position, and wealth. He, the abandoned, had gone to India
and there shortly afterwards died. Often now, in the barren autumn of
her life, did her thoughts turn to Lawrence Ormond--her heart ached
and ached, as she thought with wet eyes, of his neglected grave in
some sun-scorched up-country cemetery. Thirty years had elapsed since
three volleys had been fired over that shrunken mound, and he was now
forgotten by all. Mrs. Hesketh had a habit of whispering to herself,
scraps of poetry, lines that she admired, and that dwelt in her
memory, and as she recalled her young dead lover, she would murmur the
appropriate quotation:
“Forget not Earth thy disappointed ones,
Forget not the forgotten.”
Then would brush away a tear that trickled down her cheek, and exclaim:
“You silly old woman; your mind is wandering--don’t drivel!”
Nevertheless, the spell of the past held her; and her cynicism was
but skin deep. As an officer’s wife, knocking about the world with
Lawrence, fighting its battles by his side, making the best of things,
and seeing life in its wider aspect, she might have been a happy
woman--and he still living. She had seen a letter from an army surgeon,
in which the writer declared that Ormond had a splendid constitution,
but made no fight. He seemed to have lost all interest in life, and
to be glad to go out of it, and therefore fell an easy prey to the
pestilence that walketh in darkness, and whose name is Cholera.
As Maude Hesketh crouched over her fire, dreaming of her youth,
she asked herself why should not Lance and Letty benefit by _her_
experience, and have their chance? This girl had no ambition, no
extravagant tastes. Lancelot was clever and steady, and by all accounts
bound to get on. If he only had his company, once in India, with a
little help they could manage to scrape along. She would contribute a
canteen of plate, all the house-linen, and a cheque.
And what about Doodie Fenchurch? demanded a sharp, inward voice,
Doodie, whose head was filled with dazzling plans. Was she strong
enough to withstand her masterful cousin and uphold the girl for
the sake of sentimental memories and the ashes of her own long-dead
romance? Alas! to this question, her mental reply was a prompt and
unqualified ‘No.’
Her conscience now took Maude Hesketh in hand. She had indulged
herself unwarrantably, she had enjoyed bringing the two children
together in order to contemplate their happiness for her own
gratification, and _they_ would ultimately be called upon to pay for
her entertainment--because she was a coward.
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