Geoffrey and Muriel had their friends to stay with them as they
wanted; and continuous chatter about the world of Oxford and the world
of school, from both of which worlds their mother perceived herself
infinitely remote, made her feel still more hopelessly banished from
the only world where she cared to live, the world of South Africa and
war. Perhaps if her two younger children had been able or anxious to
appreciate what she was suffering from Richard's absence she would not
have grudged them their gayety. It was not that she wanted them to
devote themselves entirely to her. That would be an unworthy maternal
egotism. But such a complete absorption already in other interests was
surely not what most mothers had to endure from their children.
* * * * *
"Muriel, haven't you anything to tell me about your life at school?"
"Oh, mother, I'm always telling you things."
"But only about the other girls, dear child."
"Well, what else is there to tell you?" Muriel countered.
"Don't you ever want to tell me anything about yourself and your
thoughts and what you would like to do when you grow up?" her mother
persisted.
Muriel frowned.
"I wish you wouldn't always be imagining that I have any thoughts as
you call them. You always ask such impossible questions, mother."
Mary turned away with a sigh. It was not thus that she had pictured her
daughter at fifteen when ten years ago she used to enter the nursery on
tiptoe and steal through the dim hush to where in her cot Muriel lay
sleeping as still as a gathered carnation. It was not for this Muriel
that she had peered into the future, not for this Muriel that she had
stood in the door on her way out and looked back to see that the night
light was burning faithfully in the glimmering saucer.
"Geoffrey, you and your friend Mr. Whittington-Jones, never seem to
talk about anything except horses and cards."
Geoffrey, remembering that he owed his mother a hundred pounds and that
a time might come when he should wish to extend this obligation, tried
not to look irritated by the question. The result was an expression of
patient long-suffering, which irritated her.
"Really, my dear boy," she exclaimed, "there is no occasion for you to
assume that expression of injured innocence. You do talk a great deal
about horses and cards."
"Well, the men I know best are interested in horses," Geoffrey
muttered. "And surely one can be interested in horses without being
jumped on?"
"I'm not jumping on you, dear Geoffrey. I don't think I ever jumped on
anybody. Sometimes I think it would be better if I did jump on people.
I do hope that you will try to make the best of your time at Oxford. It
would be such a pity if you wasted these years. You would always regret
them and wish you could have them all over again."
Geoffrey removed his weight from his right leg and put it upon his
left.
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