"I'll disown you. You shall never cross the threshold of this house
again."
"I must put up even with that," said Edward sadly.
"Thank God I have another son who would never disgrace his father and
his father's name thus."
"I know that I have been a disappointment to you, sir; but this is
not the moment to make excuses for my carelessness in the past nor to
try your patience with promises of reform in the future. I firmly
believe that marriage with Elizabeth Taylor will give me that very
stability and perseverance in which I have hitherto shown myself so
lacking. If you had evinced less anger at my decision, I should have
enlarged upon this benefit to my character; but in your present mood I
am conscious that anything I say will only serve to enrage you against
me more than ever. Luckily I am not your heir, and my brother, as you
justly observe, will know better than I how to uphold the honor of
your house--since you have disowned me, I hesitate to say _our_ house.
Believe me, my dear, dear father, when I say that only the assurance
of my whole life's happiness depending upon my marriage with Elizabeth
keeps me from obeying your wishes. There is nothing to add except my
deep regret for the secrecy I have maintained throughout. I can assure
you that in acting in what may seem to you an underhand manner I was
endeavoring to spare you pain, so that when the secret had to come out,
which would have been to-morrow, for it is to-morrow that we are to
be married, you would have been spared the annoyance of contesting a
situation which was a _fait accompli_."
"Damn it, don't talk French, and get out of my sight," Sir Richard
shouted, louder than he had shouted yet, for his son's long speech had
given his rage time to seethe in his breast, and it now burst forth
with double volume.
Edward bowed his head and rising from his chair went gloomily from the
room. He found his mother standing in the corridor outside, and at a
signal he followed her upstairs to her boudoir.
Edward contrasted his mother's calm with his father's fury, and yet
when she sat upright on a wide stool, composing her full skirts of
amber sarsanet with hands that seemed incredibly small against the
vast pendulous sleeves from which they emerged, Edward was more uneasy
in presence of that calm than when he was being buffeted by his
father's storms. There was an ivory polish, an ivory hardness, an ivory
resilience about his mother that made his heart beat with a dread of
this delicate creature who within his earliest memories had always come
to the help of his ineffectiveness, but who now sat regarding him from
eyes that seemed as hard as agates.
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