this squalid kitchen and pointed a delicate finger in scorn at his
surroundings, he would not have listened one whit less intensely for
the slightest sound from above. Whatever disgusted him in Pomona
Terrace took its place in the general purgatory of deprivation of the
sight of Elizabeth, and the farthest that his mind wandered from that
room upstairs was to that broken slat in the Venetian blinds through
which he had seen that drunken doctor's face. Thank God he had! Thank
God!
A long time passed. Mr. Gallagher had fallen asleep and was snoring
loudly. Old Taylor was asleep too, his jaw dropped upon his chest, his
whole aspect senility incarnate. The restless slatterns no longer moved
in and out with unwashed dishes and bawdy gigglings.
Now the crickets were silent in the glooms; Gallagher had ceased to
snore; there was no sound except an occasional cough from the subsiding
fire. So silent was it that Edward could hear his watch ticking with
what seemed a terrible rapidity in the pocket of his waistcoat. At last
the doctor put his head round the door and beckoned. Edward was beside
him in a moment, gasping forth his alarms.
"She's not dead? Why didn't you call me sooner?"
The doctor gripped Edward's forearm and bade him pull himself together.
That grip in conjunction with the cold air of the passage kept Edward
from breaking down. He compelled himself to follow what the doctor
with a good deal of technical detail was telling him about Elizabeth's
condition. "And so it may be impossible to save the lives of both," the
doctor was murmuring. "However, as I was saying, there is no need to
decide yet, and I am expecting a new instrument to-morrow, which may do
away with the necessity of such a painful decision. I have sent word to
have any parcel which arrives for me brought here immediately."
"Decision?" Edward repeated. "What decision do you mean?"
"Whether we save the life of the mother or the child."
"Are you drunk or mad?" Edward shouted. "Why, rather than she should
suffer an instant's pain I would have the child cut to pieces.
Decision! I believe you're as drunk as that other fellow next door."
The young doctor gazed at Edward in astonishment, for he had heard
nothing of the reason for choosing him in preference to his neighbor.
"I was bound to give you the opportunity of deciding," he explained.
"Naturally I did not for a moment expect you to give any other answer
but the one you have given. I'm sorry to have upset you like this. If
I may offer you some sound advice, I should recommend your staying
quietly in the kitchen. It would be better, of course, if you could
manage to lie down and sleep for a while; but I can understand that
you are too anxious for that. You must not work yourself up into a
state of mind. There is no immediate cause for anxiety. No, certainly
no immediate cause."
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