"It is not your fault," Edward exclaimed, "that we are all going to
Australia. If my father had not shown himself so bitter against me,
if my mother had not lost all affection for me, we should still be in
Long Orchard Farm. I beg you, my dearest, not to distress yourself with
regrets. Besides, look at her." He pointed to the sleeping infant.
"What do we matter now? We have given _her_ to the world. There never
was such a baby girl. Just think, my Elizabeth, what you endured, what
even I endured? And now look at her. Remember how fortune was on her
side. I was never a religious man, but since that night in January I
have been made conscious of a divine power that directs the universe.
In the miracle of that small but perfect being born to you and me I
have understood the great miracle of creation."
Elizabeth regarded her husband with admiration and awe.
"You have such noble thoughts," she flattered him. "But I cannot think
like you. I can only remember the meadows where I played as a child
and the clematis over the door and the cocks crowing on fine mornings
in the summer-time. And now I'm leaving all that. And grandfather is
leaving it. And you, my Edward, are being taken far over the sea to
another country, and all because I selfishly loved you and selfishly
let you love me."
The notes of a melody more sad than any which had yet been played
drifted below from the deck. Elizabeth's tears fell fast like raindrops
upon the petals of a rose. Nor could Edward's most tender words console
her grief, nor could they mitigate her apprehensiveness nor lighten the
gloom in which for her the future was enveloped. It was not until her
grandfather came tapping at their cabin door, in which a moment later
he stood framed with his ruddy and jocund countenance, that she smiled.
"I've enjoyed myself rarely," he announced. "There's been singing
up there as would put the heart in any man. There was never better
fiddling in Barton Flowers, not when I was a nipper. I'm bothered if I
han't enjoyed myself. Sleep like a top, the saying is. Bothered if I
shan't sleep like a humming-top to-night."
He wished them well and stumped off to his berth.
"You see how happy the old man is!" Edward exclaimed.
And Elizabeth, now that the music had ceased to play upon her emotion,
forgot her fears. In the morning when they went on deck London was
sailing past them on either side of the ship, and a sharp wind from the
northwest made the voyagers long for warm and sunny lands.
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