Our friendship began long ago, in a Western city, whither she had come
in search of health. Both were young, she a few years the elder. She was
alone. I never saw any member of her family, and we had few friends in
common, but between us, from the day we met, there was a strong bond of
sympathy, which grew to deep affection, notwithstanding many differences
between us. She was more widely read than I; I more actively in touch
with life than she. She was a church woman; I was not. Her point of view
was Eastern, mine at that time entirely Western. Our many disagreements
were argued warmly and at length, but at bottom each knew that she could
draw at will upon whatever strength or resource the other possessed, and
the debt in the end was mine, when her death left a blank to which I
could never be quite reconciled.
Her brief career seemed to contradict the law of compensation, upon
which, until recently, my philosophy of life has been based. Meticulously
truthful, scrupulous in all things, strong of purpose, giving of her best
to life, life passed her by with a shrug. Keenly sensitive to beauty,
whether spiritual, intellectual, or material, she was hampered in its
pursuit by limited health and limited means. For years she struggled with
uncongenial employment of one sort or another, denying herself the loaf
she needed to procure the hyacinth she needed more. Longing for life
at its fullest and richest, she scarcely touched its margin. Yearning
for high peaks and wide outlook, she lived always on the plain. When,
finally, the path seemed to be opening before her and she was pleasantly
established, doing a healing and constructive work for which she was
fitted, she died suddenly, still baffled, having given the last proof of
her love for humanity by yielding her life for it, worn out by hard work,
combating an epidemic in a college town.
Rejoiced to learn that at last she was happy, I asked whether she could
tell us of her work, and she began, easily: “Yes, on the ... on ... on
the....” After long difficulty she accomplished it. “On the perpetual
tour.”
When she had verified this astonishing statement as correct, I suggested,
“‘Off ag’in, on ag’in, gone ag’in’?”
“That’s it.” For an eager spirit like Mary K.’s no happier heaven could
be imagined.
Replying to further questions, she said that it was not just luck that
I had caught her that first night. No, neither had she come to me from
the other side of the world. “I’ve been working on you for a month,” she
said. “Ever since V—— was here.” It was considerably more than a month,
but time and place seem to have little significance to those on her plane.
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