It was to this unhappy conviction—a conviction so strong in its negation
that for a time she had been unable to penetrate in any way the psychic
atmosphere it created—that she addressed herself in those first written
lines. She used, also, her intimate name for him, which I had never
heard, and his for her, which I knew, although I supposed the peculiar
spelling used on this occasion to be an error, until he told me otherwise.
He asked one or two questions about personal matters, which I assumed to
be in the nature of tests, which she answered briefly, though not very
specifically, concluding: “I cannot tell you anything to-night, except
that I am so happy. I had lost you, and you are found again. Let me talk
to you to-morrow.”
Some time later he wanted to know why he could not read her mind direct,
and she replied: “You can, in time, if you will let me in, and learn.
We can have such communion as we never had before, because one veil is
now removed. But that will take time to learn. It is true. It can be....
Take me into your heart and soul joyfully, without resentment or grief,
and you will soon learn to read my thoughts as I have read yours since I
seemed to leave you.
“Then I can tell you things that I cannot say through any messenger....
You can learn.... All I want now is to convince you that I am alive and
longing to be with you and to have communication directly with you. It is
impossible for me to do that alone. But I had to reach you somehow, and
Margaret was the first way I found.”
We talked a little of the possibility of his establishing direct
communication with her. I asked whether he could use a pencil in this
way, and she returned: “Yes, if he will try every day, he could in time,
I think. There is always a way for us to reach our dearest ones, if they
only persevere.”
During a pause, with the pencil-point still resting on the paper, I told
him of Mary K.’s assertion that eons ago some of us had been one and that
we still continue one in purpose. Mary Kendal took it up immediately.
“Manzie, you and I are the same purpose. That is the reason that, once
reunited, we cannot be separated, except by our deliberate yielding
to a different and disintegrating purpose. That is the eternal
battle—between the purposes of progress and building and the purposes
of disintegration. It goes on in your life, and it goes on less bitterly
in ours. Help me build, as we began, toward the great unity.... All of
us here are working against those forces of disintegration so rife in
your life now, and every bit of retention of unity that is for upbuilding
helps us and helps the great purpose for which we work.... You and I
began working for that long ago, and each of us will always continue to
work for it. But we shall be happier if we do it consciously together....
Don’t think of me as far away.... We will welcome to our unity anything
or anybody who strengthens the purpose, but let us always hold fast to
each other.”
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