Again, following a period of silence, she wrote a brisk reply to his
unspoken thought, adding, when he commented upon it: “You see, I do know
what is in your mind, and the time may not be far away when you can read
mine as clearly. I don’t always answer your thought, because Margaret has
still some fear of being deceived in her reception of my message, and it
is hard, but as she works with us she will learn unconsciously to yield,
just as you will learn to detect my presence.”
“Is there anything I can do to help you or your work?” he asked. “Or must
it be all take and no give with us?”
I have no record of her reply. She began by saying that any actively
constructive effort here helped them there, because it helped the great
purpose. This was followed by a message so intimately and exquisitely
his that I felt it almost a desecration to be the messenger through whom
it necessarily came. He took that part of the roll away with him, and I
am glad to say that twenty-four hours later no word of it remained in my
memory. It was truly his.
The next night he came again, very happily. She, too, was in a lightsome
mood, and while there was some serious talk, most of it was pure
effervescence, frequently witty, sometimes brilliant. Unfortunately,
little of this may be quoted, either because of its too personal
character or because, like much amusing conversation, it was too
essentially of the mood and the moment to bear translation into type.
Constantly he exclaimed at the characteristic quality of her repartee, to
my great surprise. I said that I had never seen this merry side of her,
and had not dreamed that it existed, to which she replied: “You never saw
us when we were not in trouble—before.”
“Let me in and don’t chafe,” she told him, in one of her more serious
moments, “and I can tell you much of what I see ahead. Grief, resentment,
bitterness and doubt are our highest barriers. There is no cause for
grief in a relation closer than your life there knows. There is no ground
for resentment in the price we pay. There can be no bitterness in growth
and development together—quicker growth, fuller development, than could
be possible if one of us were not here. It is largely in the point of
view, this thing that is called grief.”
In the course of their drifting talk he asked her how to go about
starting persons who have no starting-point—“no peg to hang things on.”
“Sometimes a bomb is effective. But the fragments are not always
efficient.” We laughed, and she added: “They just have to wait and
grow up, Manzie dear. We learn here that our frantic haste there has
been foolish. Growth must take its own time.... No, I didn’t!” I had
called attention to her failure to cross a t, and she returned to it
with a flourish. Several times thereafter she made a little joke by
conspicuously dotting her i’s.
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