At that moment, my guest arrived. I told her that I might be unable to
get any satisfactory communications for her, but her daughter, who left
this plane years ago, came at once, writing steadily and clearly, with
the exception of one brief interruption. She told her mother of the seven
purposes and their meaning, urging her, as had all the others, to put
herself consciously in touch with constructive purpose, and to open her
mind and spirit to those on the next plane who were eager to work with
her.
When I was again alone, I returned to the pencil, which wrote quickly and
strongly: “Maynard. It is a mistake about Farrow. The ...” Here again
the opposing forces evidently gained control. “Farrow here, but not your
Farrow.”
“Then why have you insisted that he was our Farrow?”
“He led us to think so.”
I said with some emphasis that I wanted a better explanation than that.
“Maynard. You are messenger for us only if you trust us.”
A fortnight later, after a second, similar experience, Mary K. told
me, when I asked about this first confused period: “We had a terrific
struggle for you then. We told you the truth, but the other forces
controlled the pencil.... The forces of disintegration compelled us for
the moment. We were not theirs, but they overpowered and used us.”
Early in June, while preparing this manuscript, I asked her: “Was it you
who wrote, ‘You must not doubt. We shall lose control of you if you do’?”
“Yes. We were fighting for your faith.”
“Can you tell me why you did not explain then—why you have never
explained—that the enemy had control?”
“We have certain limitations in conflicts of this nature.... In actual
conflict we can only affirm. Remember that.... When attacked by
disintegrating force, the only way we can help you is to call to your
purpose and to affirm our own. In your individual struggle we may not
interfere, even when it concerns our work. You must believe or doubt,
according to your own choice.... We cannot tell you that disintegrating
forces threaten you, until you have recognized them. Then we can help
you repel them. Always we call to you and try to encourage you.... You
must make your own choice and your own deductions, and learn in that way
to discriminate between the forces appealing to you. Details of your
personal struggles may not be explained. They are your development.”
Knowing nothing of all this in April, however, I insisted upon a detailed
explanation of the Farrow mystery, and again the disintegrating forces
played upon my doubt and bewilderment, elaborating excuses for the
mistake, in Maynard’s name.
Refusing to accept any of these ingenious but illogical assertions,
I contended that they were unfair to me, having first specifically
volunteered this erroneous information, which they now attempted to
account for by obviously specious explanations.
“We volunteer information pertaining to the message we have for the world
through you.”
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