This, it will be perceived, was an affirmation indirectly disclaiming the
Farrow messages, but I did not so recognize it, and reminded them that
they had reproached me for not trusting them in this matter.
“You are logical within your limits,” was Maynard’s only reply to that.
“And you still expect me to go on with your work?”
“You have had many manifestations of our force,” Mary K. returned. “Mr.
Kendal will show you how this occurred.”
When I mentioned, with some heat, that some one would have to show me, as
they had asked me to shoulder a heavy responsibility in this matter, she
said: “You are puzzled and frightened, but knowledge of our constructive
work through you should decide your action.”
Remembering how fear and grief and despair, in certain cases, and cynical
indifference in others, had been banished from the lives of the men and
women to whom these messages had come, I conceded the constructive work.
“Then come along and build.... You are unable to distinguish the
difficulties under which we work. Many messengers have failed to convey
the message we have tried to give.... Many mistakes happen with the best
messengers.”
“Was this my mistake?” I asked.
“No. You make only one mistake, so far. You shut us out by doubt. Don’t
doubt. We are all working for the same great end.”
Eventually, although far from satisfied about the Farrow affair, I
decided to go to L——, feeling that if disillusionment must come to the
Gaylord family, it would better come now than later, but still hoping
that some explanation would be given while I was with them. In this I was
disappointed. Not until a fortnight later did I even begin to understand
it. But after the first interview with Frederick at L——, I wrote Cass
(April 17th): “If ever I had any doubts about the truth of this, they are
gone! Somebody did something I don’t understand, but this is _real_.”
I have given this experience in some detail, not only because it
corroborates the statements that malevolent and crafty forces are about
us, striving to thwart progressive effort, but because it seems also
to offer at least a partial explanation of the inconsistencies and
contradictions that long have baffled and discouraged investigators of
psychic phenomena. Obviously, until the identity and character of the
invisible communicating personality have been established and clearly
recognized, and the purpose prompting the communication manifested
through a series of experiments, it is unsafe to rely upon information
received in this way. And it is equally obvious that forces of
disintegration could scarcely find a more fruitful method of implanting
in the human mind doubt and cynicism concerning the possibility of
obtaining authentic and enlightening revelations from planes beyond,
than by contradicting and confusing such messages, or by deliberately
misleading the applicant for information.
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