Later experience brought further demonstration of the diligence of the
sinister purposes, together with greater knowledge of ways to defeat
them.
VII
Before beginning the Gaylord interviews at L—— (April 17th), Mary K.
asked me not to tell the family the details of the Farrow episode.
“Are you ever going to explain that clearly?” I asked.
“Not until you know more about these conditions.”
That night, for the first time, I saw a photograph of Frederick. During
the year of her grief and despair Mrs. Gaylord had been unable to bear
the added poignancy of a portrait’s suggestion, and only when I arrived,
to manifest his actual presence in the family circle, was the hidden
photograph—a singularly lifelike and virile reproduction—brought to light.
“Hooray!” he began, after the customary signature. “Here we are again,
all of us together at last! Dad! (O)” It will be remembered that this
was the first time that either his father or his younger sister, Lois,
had witnessed these manifestations. “You have been the one I wanted
most, after Mother. The girls I knew I could get sometime, for this is
the future for everybody with purpose, and I knew they’d come to know
me again soon. But you and Mother dearest I had to have (O) right now.
You both need this knowledge and intercourse as much as I do. The fuller
development that comes there with age and experience, and here—where
there is no age except experience, makes me nearer to you and Mother in
feeling and outlook than I am to the girls and Dick. Not that I am not
one with all of you. But being here has showed me the reasons for the
things—protective, overseeing, far-seeing things—that you stand for, and
have learned there through your experience in that preliminary life. So
we are a lot nearer of an age than we used to be. Now we are off together
again, and there is no reason, unless somebody backslides, why we can’t
keep step through the countless aeons of eternity.... Mother dearest,
this time I sure am in. Thank you for putting me on the mantel. I like
it. Coming home is lots happier business now. It used to make me sorry to
see you all so sad. But this is bully!... Dad, look happy for the boy!
He’s here for keeps now.”
Mr. Gaylord had generally spoken of Frederick, during his life here, as
“the Boy.” I had never heard him use any other name.
“Can you give your father the proof of your presence that you give me?”
his mother asked. “Not only by writing, but by the feeling in his heart?”
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