Sometimes they refused to answer questions; sometimes they answered,
briefly, simply and precisely, as though they were answering not the
judge, but statisticians, for the purpose of supplying information for
particular special tables. Three of them, one woman and two men, gave
their real names, while two others refused and thus remained unknown to
the judges.
They manifested for all that was going on at the trial a certain
curiosity, softened, as though through a haze, such as is peculiar to
persons who are very ill or are carried away by some great,
all-absorbing idea. They glanced up occasionally, caught some word in
the air more interesting than the others, and then resumed the thought
from which their attention had been distracted.
The man who was nearest to the judges called himself Sergey Golovin,
the son of a retired colonel, himself an ex-officer. He was still a
very young, light-haired, broad-shouldered man, so strong that neither
the prison nor the expectation of inevitable death could remove the
color from his cheeks and the expression of youthful, happy frankness
from his blue eyes. He kept energetically tugging at his bushy, small
beard, to which he had not become accustomed, and continually blinking,
kept looking out of the window.
It was toward the end of winter, when amidst the snowstorms and the
gloomy, frosty days, the approaching spring sent as a forerunner a
clear, warm, sunny day, or but an hour, yet so full of spring, so
eagerly young and beaming that sparrows on the streets lost their wits
for joy, and people seemed almost as intoxicated. And now the strange
and beautiful sky could be seen through an upper window which was
dust-covered and unwashed since the last summer. At first sight the sky
seemed to be milky-gray—smoke-colored—but when you looked longer the
dark blue color began to penetrate through the shade, grew into an ever
deeper blue—ever brighter, ever more intense. And the fact that it did
not reveal itself all at once, but hid itself chastely in the smoke of
transparent clouds, made it as charming as the girl you love. And
Sergey Golovin looked at the sky, tugged at his beard, blinked now one
eye, now the other, with its long, curved lashes, earnestly pondering
over something. Once he began to move his fingers rapidly and
thoughtlessly, knitted his brow in some joy, but then he glanced about
and his joy died out like a spark which is stepped upon. Almost
instantly an earthen, deathly blue, without first changing into pallor,
showed through the color of his cheeks. He clutched his downy hair,
tore their roots painfully with his fingers, whose tips had turned
white. But the joy of life and spring was stronger, and a few minutes
later his frank young face was again yearning toward the spring sky.
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