“And when will that be?” persisted Yanson. He was not at all offended
that it was not worth while to hang him alone. He did not believe it,
but considered it as an excuse for postponing the execution,
preparatory to revoking it altogether. And he was seized with joy; the
confused, terrible moment, of which it was so painful to think,
retreated far into the distance, becoming fictitious and improbable, as
death always seems.
“When? When?” cried the warden, a dull, morose old man, growing angry.
“It isn’t like hanging a dog, which you take behind the barn—and it is
done in no time. I suppose you would like to be hanged like that, you
fool!”
“I don’t want to be hanged,” and suddenly Yanson frowned strangely. “He
said that I should be hanged, but I don’t want it.”
And perhaps for the first time in his life he laughed, a hoarse,
absurd, yet gay and joyous laughter. It sounded like the cackling of a
goose, Ga-ga-ga! The warden looked at him in astonishment, then knit
his brow sternly. This strange gayety of a man who was to be executed
was an offence to the prison, as well as to the very executioner; it
made them appear absurd. And suddenly, for the briefest instant, it
appeared to the old warden, who had passed all his life in the prison,
and who looked upon its laws as the laws of nature, that the prison and
all the life within it was something like an insane asylum, in which
he, the warden, was the chief lunatic.
“Pshaw! The devil take you!” and he spat aside. “Why are you giggling
here? This is no dramshop!”
“And I don’t want to be hanged—ga-ga-ga!” laughed Yanson.
“Satan!” muttered the inspector, feeling the need of making the sign of
the cross.
This little man, with his small, wizened face—he resembled least of all
the devil—but there was that in his silly giggling which destroyed the
sanctity and the strength of the prison. If he laughed longer, it
seemed to the warden as if the walls might fall asunder, the grating
melt and drop out, as if the warden himself might lead the prisoners to
the gates, bowing and saying: “Take a walk in the city, gentlemen; or
perhaps some of you would like to go to the village?”
“Satan!”
But Yanson had stopped laughing, and was now winking cunningly.
“You had better look out!” said the warden, with an indefinite threat,
and he walked away, glancing back of him.
Yanson was calm and cheerful throughout the evening. He repeated to
himself, “I shall not be hanged,” and it seemed to him so convincing,
so wise, so irrefutable, that it was unnecessary to feel uneasy. He had
long forgotten about his crime, only sometimes he regretted that he had
not been successful in attacking his master’s wife. But he soon forgot
that, too.
Every morning Yanson asked when he was to be hanged, and every morning
the warden answered him angrily:
“Take your time, you devil! Wait!” and he would walk off quickly before
Yanson could begin to laugh.
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