And she was seized with sudden joy. There were no doubts, no
hesitations—she was received into their midst—she entered justified the
ranks of those noble people who always ascend to heaven through fires,
tortures and executions. Bright peace and tranquillity and endless,
calmly radiant happiness! It was as if she had already departed from
earth and was nearing the unknown sun of truth and life, and was
incorporeally soaring in its light.
“And that is—Death? That is not Death!” thought Musya blissfully.
And if scientists, philosophers and hangmen from the world over should
come to her cell, spreading before her books, scalpels, axes and
nooses, and were to attempt to prove to her that Death existed, that a
human being dies and is killed, that there is no immortality, they
would only surprise her. How could there be no deathlessness, since she
was already deathless? Of what other deathlessness, of what other
death, could there be a question, since she was already dead and
immortal, alive in death, as she had been dead in life?
And if a coffin were brought into her cell with her own decomposing
body in it, and she were told:
“Look! That is you!”
She would look and would answer:
“No, it is not I.”
And if they should attempt to convince her, frightening her by the
ominous sight of her own decomposed body, that it was she—she, Musya,
would answer with a smile:
“No. You think that it is I, but it isn’t. I am the one you are
speaking to; how can I be the other one?”
“But you will die and become like that.”
“No, I will not die.”
“You will be executed. Here is the noose.”
“I will be executed, but I will not die. How can I die, when I am
already—now—immortal?”
And the scientists and philosophers and hangmen would retreat,
speaking—with a shudder:
“Do not touch this place. It is holy.”
What else was Musya thinking about? She was thinking of many things,
for to her the thread of life was not broken by Death, but kept winding
along calmly and evenly. She thought of her comrades, of those who were
far away, and who in pain and sorrow were living through the execution
together with them, and of those near by who were to mount the scaffold
with her. She was surprised at Vasily—that he should have been so
disturbed—he, who had always been so brave, and who had jested with
Death. Thus, only on Tuesday morning, when all together they had
attached explosive projectiles to their belts, which several hours
later were to tear them into pieces, Tanya Kovalchuk’s hands had
trembled with nervousness, and it had become necessary to put her
aside, while Vasily jested, made merry, turned about, and was even so
reckless that Werner had said sternly:
“You must not be too familiar with Death.”
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