Now men seemed new to him,—they appeared amiable and charming to his
clarified vision. Soaring over time, he saw clearly how young mankind
was, that but yesterday it had been howling like a beast in the
forests; and that which had seemed to him terrible in human beings,
unpardonable and repulsive, suddenly became very dear to him,—like the
inability of a child to walk as grown people do, like a child’s
unconnected lisping, flashing with sparks of genius; like a child’s
comical blunders, errors and painful bruises.
“My dear people!” Werner suddenly smiled and at once lost all that was
imposing in his pose; he again became a prisoner who finds his cell
narrow and uncomfortable under lock, and he was tired of the annoying,
searching eye staring at him through the peephole in the door. And,
strange to say, almost instantly he forgot all that he had seen a
little while before so clearly and distinctly; and, what is still
stranger, he did not even make an effort to recall it. He simply sat
down as comfortably as possible, without the usual stiffness of his
body, and surveyed the walls and the bars with a faint and gentle,
strange, un-Werner-like smile. Still another new thing happened to
Werner,—something that had never happened to him before: he suddenly
started to weep.
“My dear comrades!” he whispered, crying bitterly. “My dear comrades!”
By what mysterious ways did he change from the feeling of proud and
boundless freedom to this tender and passionate compassion? He did not
know, nor did he think of it. Did he pity his dear comrades, or did his
tears conceal something else, a still loftier and more passionate
feeling?—His suddenly revived and rejuvenated heart did not know this
either. He wept and whispered:
“My dear comrades! My dear, dear comrades!”
In this man, who was bitterly weeping and smiling through tears, no one
could have recognized the cold and haughty, weary, yet daring
Werner—neither the judges, nor the comrades, nor even he himself.
CHAPTER XI ON THE WAY TO THE SCAFFOLD
Before placing the condemned people in coaches, all five were brought
together in a large cold room with a vaulted ceiling, which resembled
an office, where people worked no longer, or a deserted waiting-room.
They were now permitted to speak to one another.
Only Tanya Kovalchuk availed herself at once of the permission. The
others firmly and silently shook each other’s hands, which were as cold
as ice and as hot as fire,—and silently, trying not to look at each
other, they crowded together in an awkward, absent-minded group. Now
that they were together, they felt somewhat ashamed of what each of
them had experienced when alone; and they were afraid to look, so as
not to notice or to show that new, peculiar, somewhat shameful
sensation that each of them felt or suspected the others of feeling.
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