The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 1 of 2)Beloe, William
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The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 1 of 2)
Beloe, William
Authors, English; Beloe, William, 1756-1817; English literature -- Anecdotes
ideas, and had not the skill and judgment to arrange them.
The scenes of Elysium which I have been describing, were not doomed to
last. What would I not give, once more to see the fields, and woods,
and streams, through and near which, with romantic and unwearied step,
I so often wandered, with no companions but my desultory thoughts
and unsubstantial visions. Accept, beloved village, this tribute of
unaffected gratitude. I left your plains with anguish—I remember them
with extacy.
A representation was made by my master, that he saw in me, indications of
qualities and talents which pointed to some better station, than that of
a village apothecary, and he recommended the sphere of my education to
be enlarged; that I should be removed to a great school, and finally to
the university. Whether I should have been more useful to the world, or
intrinsically more happy in myself, if the humbler path had been pursued
which was first chalked out for me, He only knows from whom no secrets
are hid. Flattering representations in favour of a beloved and only son,
are seldom listened to by parents with a deaf ear; they were cordially
welcomed by mine. In the shortest interval possible, the plan recommended
for my future instruction, was executed.
Inde iræ et lacrymæ.
CHAPTER IV.
I was now placed under the care of a great dragon of learning. My
sensations, on my first arrival, at a scene so novel and so strange,
cannot easily be expressed. I was long and seriously unhappy. I had
so much to learn, to arrive at the level of those who were now my
associates, so much to unlearn, to avoid derision and contempt, that my
situation was for a time truly pitiable. I was humble, retired, and, as
they thought, vulgar; whilst to me, they all appeared insolent, rude,
intolerable. I had not been taught, or taught imperfectly, to make Latin
verses. This was my first labour, and arduous it was. I conquered,
however, the difficulty by perseverance, and became progressively
reconciled to my situation. I cannot say more, for perhaps the period of
my life, which I look back upon with the smallest degree of satisfaction,
is the time consumed in this seminary. Perhaps I should qualify the term,
consumed. I became a good scholar, in the ordinary acceptation of the
word, but I by no means passed my time to my satisfaction, and lost, as
I then thought, and still believe, no unimportant portion of time, in
learning to unravel the complicated perplexities of Greek metre, which
after all I very imperfectly understood. I could, however, at the time
of my departure, compose in Latin with tolerable ease, read any Latin
author without difficulty, and Greek with no great degree of labour.
At this place and time, when probably the foundation of my literary
character was laid, I have not half so much to remember, at all deserving
commemoration, as I have of the hours spent at my remote but beloved
village. Two incidents present themselves.
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