The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 2 of 2)Beloe, William
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The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 2 of 2)
Beloe, William
Authors, English; Beloe, William, 1756-1817; English literature -- Anecdotes
But if this can be borne, perhaps the last and most fearful shock awaits
him; the tenderest strings of his soul are to be more cruelly rent, and
the wound, which before smarted almost to madness, rendered at once
incurable. There are finer and more exalted ties, comprehending the
best feelings, the dearest relations of which our natures are capable.
Their severing is accompanied by sensations to which the wound of
violated friendship itself is feeble, and, to minds of a certain frame,
communicates that deadly stroke, to which the power of all other human
evils, would have been inadequate. Such are those which unexpected
treachery, from that quarter where the soul had gathered up its best
and tenderest hope, must call forth, and few are the hearts, round the
ruggedness of whose nature so little of the softer feelings are entwined,
as not to feel the full keenness of that wound which the tearing of the
ties of love inflicts, though its firmness had been inaccessible to the
force of common calamities. The distress is more complicated and hopeless
from its nature than any other, and the pangs of a thousand discordant
passions are crouded and concentrated into that terrible moment which
discovers infidelity, where the confiding heart had fondly rested all its
prospects of happiness. Under other strokes of calamity the soul gains
force and dignity from the greatness of unmerited misfortunes, and rouses
every latent power to combat against evil fate.
In the school of distress the energies of the mind are disclosed, and,
learning our own powers, we combat against the impression of adversity
till we are able to contemn it. But here the sufferer finds himself as it
were waked suddenly from a dream of happiness to intolerable misery; with
his mind unnerved and weakened by passion, all the resources of fortitude
lying dormant, every tender sensation doubly acute, every softening
feeling alive. From the object of tenderness and idolatry of one, who
was the world to him, he at once finds himself a deserted and despised
being; he sees his best and finest feelings blasted for ever, his honest
sources of pleasure and peace cut off at one stroke, with the terrible
aggravation that the hand to which alone he could look for comfort and
healing under the wound of calamity, instead of being stretched out to
save him, itself lodges the dagger in his breast.
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