The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 2 of 2)Beloe, William
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The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 2 of 2)
Beloe, William
Authors, English; Beloe, William, 1756-1817; English literature -- Anecdotes
He is now alone. The ties which bound him to existence, cruelly loosened
before, are torn for ever by this last, worst stroke. The prospect which
before warmed his heart, is narrowed and darkened on every side. The
journey of life is before him dreary and comfortless. The weary path
of rugged labour remains to be trodden, when the motives of activity
and the rewards of exertion have ceased to exist, when the keenness of
expectation can no longer be stimulated, and the spirit of enterprize
has subsided into sullen indifference. While he ruminates with agony
on the past, he cheerlessly looks forward to a gloomy futurity, and
his foreboding mind sees, in the ruin of his first and fondest hopes,
the nothingness of the visions of imagination, the destruction of the
thousand little schemes and prospects suggested by an honest ambition,
which the exultation of an heart untouched by calamity had fondly and
fearlessly indulged. The recollection of those delusions, which cheated
his unsuspecting youth, whispers for ever that safety is alone compatible
with _apathy_, and cases his heart in impenetrable suspicion. A line of
separation is drawn between him and his species.
_Deceived, insulted, wounded, from that quarter where his heart had
treasured up all hope_, where his ideas of human excellence had all
concentred confidence in mankind, is in his eyes the weakness of
despicable folly, or the extreme of desperate madness. The principles of
the soul, already unsettled, are soon shaken to their foundation. The
milk of human kindness turns fast to gall; while those very passions,
that frame of mind, which operated the first delusion, which stamped the
features of unbounded friendship, of enthusiastic beneficence, now all
subverted, are applied to exalt the violence of the opposite character.
Under this stroke the self-love, which might bear up against the common
weight of calamity, receives an incurable and rankling wound, over which
the soul gloomily broods. The passions of the misanthrope still flaming
with violence, tend, as to a centre, to the aggravation of abhorrence
and distrust of his species, and he hates with a keenness and acrimony
proportioned to the strength of disappointed feeling which marked his
entrance into life.
H⸺
The following Imitations of the Ancients, by Milton and Pope, are printed
from a Manuscript of Gilbert Wakefield’s, dated Warrington, April 20,
1783.
MILTON’S IMITATION OF THE ANCIENTS.
Book I. l. 594.
As when the sun
In dim eclipse, _disastrous twilight sheds_
_On half the nations_—
LUCAN. PHARSAL. I. 542.
Involvetque _orbem tenebris, gentesque coegit_
_Desperare diem_—
Book I. v. 665.
The sudden blaze
Far round illumined hell; highly they raged
Against the Highest, and fierce with grasped arms
Clashed on their sounding shields the din of war.
LUCRET. L II. 325.
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