The _electric clock_ whirred softly--like a breathless metronone
keeping time with Curt Wing's pencil. The metal desk was littered with
crumpled and half-crumpled sheets of paper. Wing's black hair was
rumpled and awry, his face dirtier by a ragged growth of beard, and
when he lifted his aching eyes to the clock, they were blood-shot and
watery with strain.
Behind him, the door sighed softly as it closed. Aware of a presence,
but too weary to turn around Wing asked:
"Dead-Eye?"
"No," a quiet voice answered. Then a laugh, soft, so soft--like the
whisper of leaves at nightfall, the murmuring of water sprites dancing
on moonlit waters. Memory of a day--_that_ day.
"Get out," Curt Wing said flatly. He did not look around.
"I won't go, Curt." That voice again--_her_ voice. I didn't think it
would ever hurt me again. I had it licked. I was living. Now--
Then that lovely, remembered presence was warming that ache, that cold,
bitter ache in his heart, soothing it. But her words--those words which
had turned him from science to adventure--stayed frozen in his heart.
"_You're not a man, Curt Wing. You're a machine. You're too sufficient
unto yourself. You don't need me. Your life is just a mixture of metal,
paper and pencils. You just want me because you think a man should have
a mate. So make one out of your metal, paper and pencils!_"
* * * * *
Curt Wing stared wryly at the pencil held motionless between his thumb
and forefinger. He forgot for a moment that into those fingers had been
given the solution of an impossible problem--forgot that to him had
been delegated a task so important that every second he relaxed meant
the blue flower of destruction was spreading and Zhan Nekel's Mercurian
fleet sped closer to Earth.
_She_ was his own personal problem, breaking out from beneath the hard
shell of pain he had built up within him. But his problem meant nothing
at all if Earth no longer belonged to Earthmen. He had wanted her so
much--still wanted her!--that there were times when he wanted to break
down and bawl like a baby. Like now....
Then Curt Wing was chuckling. I'm feeling sorry for myself! At a time
when there's no time for self-pity or anything else but work.
He turned around quickly. She still stood there just inside the door.
She was more beautiful than he remembered! Her soft brown hair that
felt like gossamer when it brushed against his lips; her blue eyes that
could speak of love and hate, of pleasure and disgust so eloquently
her lips need not move; the soft oval of her face--it was all that he
remembered and more....
But he said,
"Business, Miss Packer?" There was no softness in the harsh planes of
his face and his dark eyes were blank.
"No, Curt, not business."
"If you'll excuse me then?" Wing said, raising his eyebrows. "There's
no time for anything else."
She smiled. "It won't take long, Curt. I just wanted to tell you
something before it's too late.
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