Captain Giles silenced me by the perfect equanimity of his gaze.
“Nothing to be annoyed about,” he murmured reasonably, with an evident
desire to soothe the childish irritation he had aroused. And he was
really a man of an appearance so inoffensive that I tried to explain
myself as much as I could. I told him that I did not want to hear
any more about what was past and gone. It had been very nice while it
lasted, but now it was done with I preferred not to talk about it or
even think about it. I had made up my mind to go home.
He listened to the whole tirade in a particular lending-the-ear
attitude, as if trying to detect a false note in it somewhere; then
straightened himself up and appeared to ponder sagaciously over the
matter.
“Yes. You told me you meant to go home. Anything in view there?”
Instead of telling him that it was none of his business I said sullenly:
“Nothing that I know of.”
I had indeed considered that rather blank side of the situation I had
created for myself by leaving suddenly my very satisfactory employment.
And I was not very pleased with it. I had it on the tip of my tongue
to say that common sense had nothing to do with my action, and that
therefore it didn’t deserve the interest Captain Giles seemed to be
taking in it. But he was puffing at a short wooden pipe now, and looked
so guileless, dense, and commonplace, that it seemed hardly worth while
to puzzle him either with truth or sarcasm.
He blew a cloud of smoke, then surprised me by a very abrupt: “Paid your
passage money yet?”
Overcome by the shameless pertinacity of a man to whom it was rather
difficult to be rude, I replied with exaggerated meekness that I had
not done so yet. I thought there would be plenty of time to do that
to-morrow.
And I was about to turn away, withdrawing my privacy from his fatuous,
objectless attempts to test what sort of stuff it was made of, when he
laid down his pipe in an extremely significant manner, you know, as if a
critical moment had come, and leaned sideways over the table between us.
“Oh! You haven’t yet!” He dropped his voice mysteriously. “Well, then I
think you ought to know that there’s something going on here.”
I had never in my life felt more detached from all earthly goings on.
Freed from the sea for a time, I preserved the sailor’s consciousness of
complete independence from all land affairs. How could they concern
me? I gazed at Captain Giles’ animation with scorn rather than with
curiosity.
To his obviously preparatory question whether our Steward had spoken to
me that day I said he hadn’t. And what’s more he would have had precious
little encouragement if he had tried to. I didn’t want the fellow to
speak to me at all.
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