I became angry all of a sudden; for you can understand how exasperating
such a question was to a man who didn’t know. I said to myself that I
ought to shut up that moralist; and to him aloud I said with challenging
politeness:
“Why . . . ? Do you disapprove?”
He was too disconcerted to do more than mutter confusedly: “I! . . . In
a general way. . .” and then gave me up. But he retired in good order,
under the cover of a heavily humorous remark that he, too, was getting
soft, and that this was his time for taking his little siesta--when he
was on shore. “Very bad habit. Very bad habit.”
There was a simplicity in the man which would have disarmed a touchiness
even more youthful than mine. So when next day at tiffin he bent his
head toward me and said that he had met my late Captain last evening,
adding in an undertone: “He’s very sorry you left. He had never had a
mate that suited him so well,” I answered him earnestly, without any
affectation, that I certainly hadn’t been so comfortable in any ship or
with any commander in all my sea-going days.
“Well--then,” he murmured.
“Haven’t you heard, Captain Giles, that I intend to go home?”
“Yes,” he said benevolently. “I have heard that sort of thing so often
before.”
“What of that?” I cried. I thought he was the most dull, unimaginative
man I had ever met. I don’t know what more I would have said, but the
much-belated Hamilton came in just then and took his usual seat. So I
dropped into a mumble.
“Anyhow, you shall see it done this time.”
Hamilton, beautifully shaved, gave Captain Giles a curt nod, but didn’t
even condescend to raise his eyebrows at me; and when he spoke it was
only to tell the Chief Steward that the food on his plate wasn’t fit
to be set before a gentleman. The individual addressed seemed much too
unhappy to groan. He cast his eyes up to the punkah and that was all.
Captain Giles and I got up from the table, and the stranger next to
Hamilton followed our example, manoeuvring himself to his feet with
difficulty. He, poor fellow, not because he was hungry but I verily
believe only to recover his self-respect, had tried to put some of that
unworthy food into his mouth. But after dropping his fork twice and
generally making a failure of it, he had sat still with an air of
intense mortification combined with a ghastly glazed stare. Both Giles
and I had avoided looking his way at table.
On the verandah he stopped short on purpose to address to us anxiously
a long remark which I failed to understand completely. It sounded like
some horrible unknown language. But when Captain Giles, after only an
instant for reflection, assured him with homely friendliness, “Aye, to
be sure. You are right there,” he appeared very much gratified indeed,
and went away (pretty straight, too) to seek a distant long chair.
“What was he trying to say?” I asked with disgust.
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