She little knew that the girl's heart was weighed down with gratitude to
Heaven for an escape that she deemed almost miraculous. She little
thought how suddenly the quiet old home had become a sure refuge and
harbor to her--and how, for the first time in her life, Hyacinth clung
to it with love and fondness.
She was busy at work all day, for they were to start early on the next
morning. She executed all Lady Vaughan's commissions--she did all her
errands--she helped in every possible way, thinking all the time how
fortunate she was--that the past two months were like a horrible dream
from which she had only just awoke. How could she have been so blinded,
so foolish, so mad? Ah, thank heaven, she had awoke in time!
She was not afraid of discovery, though she knew perfectly well that,
if ever Lady Vaughan should know what she had done, she would never
speak to her again--she would not allow her to remain at Queen's Chase.
But there was no fear of her ever learning what she had done; thanks to
Claude's care, no one had recognized her--her secret was quite safe. But
the consciousness that she had such a secret, humiliated her as nothing
else could have done. Her grandmother might well wonder what brought
that expression of grateful contentment to her beautiful face.
Then Lady Vaughan bade her go to rest early, for she must be up by
sunrise. She went, tears of gratitude filling her eyes. She was at home,
and so safe!
She thought very kindly of Claude. She was sorry for his discomfiture,
and for the pain he suffered; but a sudden sense of womanly dignity had
come over her.
"He should not have persuaded me," she said to herself over and over
again. "He knows the world better than I do; he is older than I am. He
should have been the one to teach me, and not to lead me astray."
Still she felt kindly toward him, and she knew that, as time went on,
and the gloom of her home enclosed her again, she should miss him. She
was too grateful for her escape, however, too remorseful for what she
had done, to feel any great grief at losing him now.
On the Thursday morning, when great events of which she knew nothing
were passing around her, Hyacinth rose early, and the bustle of
preparation began. They did not go to Oakton station. Sir Arthur had his
own particular way of doing every thing, and he chose to post to London.
He did not quite approve of railway travelling--it was levelling--all
classes were mixed up too much for his taste. So they drove in the grand
old family carriage to London, whence they travelled instate to Dover,
thence to Bergheim.
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