"I do not think Lady Wallace would be a good companion for Hyacinth,
because she is what people of the period call 'fast.' She created a
great sensation three years ago by eloping with Lord Wallace. She was
only seventeen at the time."
Lady Vaughan looked slightly disgusted; but Hyacinth, who perhaps felt
in some measure that she was on her trial, said: "Perhaps she loved
him."
Adrian turned to her eagerly. "That is what I was trying to explain to
you the other day--false romance--how the truest, the purest, the
brightest romance would have been, not eloping--which is the commonplace
instinct of commonplace minds--but waiting in patience. Think of the
untruths, the deceit, the false words, the underhand dealings that are
necessary for an elopement!"
"But surely," said Lady Vaughan, "there are exceptions?"
"There may be. I do not know. I am only saying what I think. A girl who
deceives all her friends, who leaves home in such a fashion, must be
devoid of refinement and delicacy--not to mention truth and honesty."
"You are very hard," murmured Hyacinth.
"Nay," he rejoined, turning to her with infinite tenderness of manner;
"there are some things in which one cannot be too hard. Anything that
touches the fair and pure name of a woman should be held sacred."
"You think highly of women," she said.
"I do--so highly that I cannot bear even a cloud to shadow the fairness
and brightness that belong to them. A woman's fair name is her
inheritance--her dower. I could not bear, had I a sister, to hear her
name lightly spoken by light lips. What the moss is to the rose, what
green leaves are to the lily, spotless repute is to a woman."
As he spoke the grave words, Hyacinth looked at him. How pure, how noble
the woman must be who could win his love!
"Ah me, ah me!" thought the girl, with a bitter sigh, "what would he say
to me if he knew all? Who was ever so near the scandal he hated as I
was? Oh, thank Heaven, that I drew back in time, and that mine was but
the shadow of a sin!"
There were times when she thought, with a beating heart, of what Lady
Vaughan had said to her--that it was her wish Adrian Darcy should marry
her. The lot that had once seemed so hard to her was now so bright, so
dazzling, that she dared not think of it--when she remembered it, her
face flushed crimson.
"I am not worthy," she said over and over again to herself--"I am not
worthy."
She thought of Adrian's love as she thought of the distant stars in
heaven--bright, beautiful, but far away. In her sweet humility, she did
not think there was anything in herself which could attract him. She
little dreamed, how much he admired the loveliness of her face, the
grace of her girlish figure, the purity, the innocence, the simplicity
that, despite the shadow of a sin, still lingered with her.
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