It was in the wanderings over the moors and in the birch-woods and up
the hillside, where Eppie took him to see her views, that the bond
really drew to closeness. Here nature and little Eppie seemed together
to thaw him, to heal him, to make him unconsciously happy. A fugitive
color dawned in his wasted cheeks; a fragile gaiety came to his manner.
He began to find it easy to talk, easy to be quite a little boy. And
once he did talk, Gavan talked a great deal, quickly, with a sort of
nervous eagerness. There grew, in Eppie’s mind, a vast mirage-like
picture of the strange land he came from: the great mountains about
their high summer home; the blue-shadowed verandas; the flowers he and
his mother grew in the garden; the rides at dawn; the long, hot days;
the gentle, softly moving servants, some of whom he loved and told her a
great deal about. Then the crowds, the swarming colors of the bazaars in
the great cities.
“No, no; don’t wish to go there,” he said, taking his swift, light
strides through the heather, his head bent, his eyes looking before
him--he seldom looked at one, glanced only; “I hate it,--more than you
do church!” and though his simile was humorous he didn’t laugh with it.
“I hate the thought of any one I care about being there.” He had still,
for Eppie, his mystery, and she dimly felt, too, that his greater ease
with her made more apparent his underlying sadness; but the sense of
being an outsider was gone, and she glowed now at the implication that
she was one he cared about.
“It’s vast and meaningless,” said Gavan, who often used terms curiously
unboyish. “I can’t describe it to you. It’s like a dream; you expect all
the time to wake up and find nothing.”
“I know that I should never love anything so much as Scotland--as
heather and pines and sky with clouds. Still, I should like to see
India. I should like to see everything that there is to be seen--if I
could be sure of always coming back here.”
“Ah, yes, if one could be sure of that.”
“I shall always live here, Gavan,” said Eppie, feeling the skepticism of
his “if.”
“Well, that may be so,” he returned, with the manner that made her
realize so keenly the difference that was more than a matter of four
years.
She insisted now: “I shall live here until I am grown up. Then I shall
travel everywhere, all over the world--India, Japan, America; then I
shall marry and come back here to live and have twelve children. I don’t
believe you care for children as I do, Gavan. How they would enjoy
themselves here, twelve of them all together--six boys and six girls.”
Gavan laughed. “Well, I hope all that will come true,” he assented. “Why
twelve?”
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