But Gavan, smiling, shook his head. “No, I don’t want to, thanks. I did
it to please her, if you like; but now I do it to please myself. Playing
with dolls is a most amusing game,--and you are interrupting us at a
most interesting point,” he added. He seemed, funnily, doll and all,
older than the general as he said it. Incredulous but mystified, Uncle
Nigel was forced to beat a retreat, and Gavan was left confronting his
playmate.
“Why did you tell him that you enjoyed it?” she cried. “He’ll think you
unmanly.”
“My dear Eppie, he won’t think me unmanly at all. Besides, I don’t care
if he does.”
“_I_ care.”
“But, Eppie, you take it too hard. Why should you care? It’s only funny.
Why shouldn’t we amuse ourselves as we like? We are only children.”
“You are much more than a child. Uncle Nigel thinks so, too, I am sure.”
“All the more reason, then, for my having a right to amuse myself as I
please. And I am a child, for I do amuse myself.”
Eppie stood staring out rigidly at the blighted prospect, and he took
her unyielding hand. “Poor Elspeth is lying on her face. Do let us go
on. I want you to hear what Agnes has to say next.”
She turned to him now. “I don’t believe a word you say. You only did it
for me. You are only doing it for me now.”
“Well, what if I did? What if I do? Can’t I enjoy doing things for you?
And really, really, Eppie, I do think it fun. I assure you I do.”
“I think you are a hero,” Eppie said solemnly, and at this absurdity he
burst into his high, shrill laugh, and renewed his supplications; but
supplications were in vain. She refused to let him play with her again.
He might do things for the dolls,--yes, she reluctantly consented to
that at last,--he might take the part of robber or of dangerous wild
beast in the woods, but into domestic relations, as it were, he should
not enter with them; and from this determination Gavan could not move
her.
As far as his dignity in the eyes of others went, he might have gone on
playing dolls with her all summer; Eppie realized, with surprise and
relief, that Gavan’s assurance had been well founded. Uncle Nigel,
evidently, did not think him unmanly, and there was no chaffing. It
really was as he had said, he was so little a child that he could do as
he chose. His dignity needed no defense.
But though the doll episode was not to be repeated, other and more equal
ties knit her friendship with Gavan. Wide vistas of talk opened from
their lessons, from their readings together. As they rambled through the
heather they would talk of the Odyssey, of Plutarch’s Lives, of nearer
great people and events in history. Gavan listened with smiling interest
while Eppie expressed her hatreds and her loves, correcting her
vehemence, now and then, by a reference to mitigatory circumstance.
Penelope was one of the people she hated. “See, Gavan, how she neglected
her husband’s dog while he was away--let him starve to death on a
dunghill.”
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