It was, at the beginning, as far back as Eppie and childhood that it
carried him, to the sunny summer days and to the speechless parting of
the rainy autumn morning. And, with all that sense of change, he was
surprised to find how very much one thing had held firm. He had never
forgotten. He had kept the mute promise of that misty morning. How well
he had kept it he hadn’t known until he found the chain of memory hold
so firm as he pulled upon it. The promise had been made to himself as
well as to her, given in solemn hostage to his own childish fears. Even
then what an intuitive dread had been upon him of the impermanence of
things. But it wasn’t impermanent after all, that vision.
Dear little Eppie. It was astonishing now to find how well he
remembered, how clearly he could see, in looking back,--more clearly
than even his acute child’s perception had made evident to him,--what a
dear little Eppie she had been. She lived in his memory, and probably
nowhere else: in the present Eppie he didn’t fancy that he should find
much trace of the child Eppie, and it was sad, in its funny way, to
think that he, who had, with all his forebodings, so felt the need of a
promise, should so well remember her who, undoubtedly, had long ago
forgotten him. He took little interest in the present Eppie. But the
child wore perfectly with time.
Dear child Eppie and strange, distant boy, groping toward the present
Gavan; unhappy little boy, of deep, inarticulate, passionate affections
and of deep hopes and dreads. There they walked, knee-deep in heather;
he smelled it, the sun warm upon it, Eppie in her white,
Alice-in-Wonderland frock and her “striped” hair. And there went Robbie,
plunging through the heather before them.
Robbie. Eppie had been right, then. He had not forgotten him at all. He
and Eppie stood at the window looking out at the dawn; the scent of the
wet pine-tree was in the air, and their eyes were heavy with weeping.
How near they had been. Had any one, in all his life, ever been nearer
him than Eppie?
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