The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
He fell asleep after a while, and woke later to find the rondavel dimly
illumined by the lamp which, turned low, was screened from the bed. He
was alone. The quiet figure which he had last seen seated at the table
rolling those endless strips of linen, was no longer there. Mrs Krige
had left and had taken with her the result of her long hours of
industry; there was nothing, save the fan lying on the chair beside the
bed, to remind him of her presence. He wondered whether Butter Tom
remained within call, or if he were entirely alone. The thought of
being alone troubled him, why he did not know. He hesitated to call the
Kaffir for fear of receiving no response; doubt, he felt, in the
uncertainty of any one being near, was preferable to knowledge.
For a while he lay and watched the dimly burning lamp, and watching it
lost consciousness of his surroundings in sleep once more.
When he woke again the dawn was breaking, and the cool fresh air of the
early morning stole softly in through door and windows and fanned his
fevered brow. He drank in long breaths of it eagerly, and looking forth
at the increasing brightness, as it forced its way inside the silent
room and slowly dispelled the shadows lurking there, he was made
suddenly aware of another shadow that was not a part of the night, that
did not vanish with the darkness but assumed more definite shape,
appeared, while never moving, to draw nearer to him, to become less
shadowy as the lesser shadows fled. It was a trick of the imagination
he believed that formed out of the shadows in the dusky room the slender
woman's figure which he descried dimly outlined against the reimpe
curtain, with the dawn touching the pale hair, and falling wanly on the
white still face. Was it a dream, he wondered; and feared to move for
fear the dream would fade.
Quietly he lay and watched, feasting his eyes on the vision; and
momentarily the day waxed brighter, and the shadowy form grew more
distinct, took more substantial shape, became instinct with life and
movement.
Slowly the reimpe curtain fell into place. With soft, inaudible
footfall Honor advanced and stood beside the bed and looked down on him,
a gentle solicitude in her steady eyes. He did not speak. He was
afraid still that if he moved or made a sound she might vanish as
unexpectedly as she had come. He could not have borne the
disappointment had she suddenly turned and left him.
And then she spoke. Her voice broke the spell and sent the blood
coursing once more madly through his veins. This was no dream. He was
awake, and Honor stood there in the dawn beside his bed.
"You have slept well," she said. "You are better?"
"I am quite fit," he answered. "It was all I needed, a good sleep. How
did you come? I never heard you enter."
She laughed softly.
"I've been here with you all night."
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