The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
He stepped aside to pick up his jacket from the sands and slipped into
it. The coat gave him a more civilised appearance, his companion
thought. But, though she strove to, she could not place him to her
satisfaction. He might be anything, from a miner to a trooper in the
mounted police. He was, as a matter of fact, a civil engineer, though
for the past year or two he had neglected his profession for more
adventurous pursuits.
When they reached the road the girl pointed to a large house with a
tower, lying back in a pleasant garden, and informed him that she was
staying there.
"It's nothing of a walk, you see," she added, smiling suddenly. "Now I
am going in to follow your prescription."
"I'll walk to the gate with you, if I may," he said.
His persistence surprised her. It occurred to her as unusual that a man
who a few minutes before had been a complete stranger to her should
consider an accidental introduction which left them both in ignorance
regarding each other's name sufficient grounds for developing the
acquaintance. She looked at him with her steady eyes, which seemed to
be gravely considering him, as though she would estimate his worth
before committing herself, and answered slowly:
"If it is not taking you out of your way."
He smiled at the primness of the conventionally worded permission which
she so reluctantly gave; it pleased him, he hardly knew why. She
pleased him altogether, this little brown girl, with the dark soft eyes
that looked so straight into his with their wondering expression which
was fearless and shy as well. He liked the clear rich olive of her
sun-kissed skin, and the warm unruly brown of her hair. She was not in
any sense of the word pretty, save with the beauty that is youth's, and
which vanishes with youth. But there was about her some quality which
appealed to Matheson as no physical attraction could appeal; for lack of
a more suitable phrase he designated it the essential feminine; but he
knew in using the term that it failed in embodying all he wished to
convey, failed to portray that brooding spirit of womanhood which he
recognised looking out at him from her soft eyes. Possibly had it not
been for this look, which he detected when for the first time he met her
gaze fully, she would not have caught his attention, would certainly not
have stimulated his curiosity. He found himself searching for the look
whenever she lifted her eyes; and when for a fleeting second he
surprised it in them he had a curious feeling that he wanted to kiss
her. He wondered what she would have said had he yielded to the
temptation.
"If it took me any part of the way out of my road," he replied, "it
could not be reckoned an appreciable distance. I've a fancy to see that
you take advantage of the side gate instead of mounting all those steps
on to the stoep."
She emitted a quiet laugh.
"You would make me out quite an invalid," she said. "I've always been
encouraged not to fuss over trifles."
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