The Shadowy Third, and Other StoriesGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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The Shadowy Third, and Other Stories
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
American fiction; Ghost stories; Short stories, American
“‘It isn’t that; I am quite well.’ She paused a moment, and then looked
at me with a clear shining gaze. ‘I have had a letter,’ she said.
“‘A letter?’ I have realized since how dull I must have seemed to her in
that moment of excitement, of exaltation.
“‘You didn’t know. I forgot that you didn’t know that I was once
engaged—long ago—before the beginning of the war. I cared a great
deal—we both cared a great deal, but he was not one of us; he was on the
other side—and when the war came, of course there was no question. We
broke it off; we had to break it off. How could it have been possible to
do otherwise?’
“‘How, indeed!’ I murmured; and I had a vision of the old man downstairs
on the terrace, of the intrepid and absurd old man.
“‘My first duty is to my country,’ she went on after a minute, and the
words might have been spoken by her father. ‘There has been no thought
of anything else in my mind since the beginning of the war. Even if
peace comes I can never feel the same again—I can never forget that he
has been a part of all we have suffered—of the thing that has made us
suffer. I could never forget—I can never forgive.’
“Her words sound strange now, you think, after fifty years; but on that
day, in this house surrounded by dead leaves, inhabited by an
inextinguishable ideal—in this county, where the spirit had fed on the
body until the impoverished brain reacted to transcendent visions—in
this place, at that time, they were natural enough. Scarcely a woman of
the South but would have uttered them from her soul. In every age one
ideal enthralls the imagination of mankind; it is in the air; it
subjugates the will; it enchants the emotions. Well, in the South fifty
years ago this ideal was patriotism; and the passion of patriotism,
which bloomed like some red flower, the flower of carnage, over the
land, had grown in Lucy Dare’s soul into an exotic blossom.
“Yet even to-day, after fifty years, I cannot get over the impression
she made upon me of a woman who was, in the essence of her nature, thin
and colourless. I may have been wrong. Perhaps I never knew her. It is
not easy to judge people, especially women, who wear a mask by instinct.
What I thought lack of character, of personality, may have been merely
reticence; but again and again there comes back to me the thought that
she never said or did a thing—except the one terrible thing—that one
could remember. There was nothing remarkable that one could point to
about her. I cannot recall either her smile or her voice, though both
were sweet, no doubt, as the smile and the voice of a Southern woman
would be. Until that morning on the upper veranda I had not noticed that
her eyes were wonderful. She was like a shadow, a phantom, that attains
in one supreme instant, by one immortal gesture, union with reality.
Even I remember her only by that one lurid flash.
“‘And you say you have had a letter?’
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