The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro — John Shaqi
The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
But no bribe could tempt her to give way, and no doubt she was
well-advised, for she contended that there was work to be done such as
was beyond her years and strength, and that if she sent her ostler off,
as well might she close her inn—a thing that was impossible.
Here, then, was an obstacle with which I had not reckoned. It was
impossible to send the lady off alone, to travel a distance of some ten
leagues, and the most of it by night—for if she would make sure of
escaping, she must journey now without pause until she came to Pesaro.
And then, in a flash, it occurred to me that here lay the means, ready
to my hand, by avail of which I might boldly re-enter Pesaro despite my
banishment, and discharge my errand to Lucrezia Borgia. For, surely,
considering the mission on which ostensibly I should be returning—as
the saviour and protector of his kinswoman—Giovanni Sforza could not
enforce that ban against me. Next I bethought me of the other aspect
that the business wore. In fooling Ramiro I had thwarted the Borgia
ends; in rescuing Madonna Paola I had perhaps set at naught the
Cardinal of Valencia’s aims. If so, what then? It would seem that
because the lady’s eyes were mild and sweet, and because her beauty had
so deeply wrought upon me, I had indeed fooled away my chance of
salvation from the life and trade that were grown hateful to me. For
back to Rome and Cesare Borgia I should dare go no more. Clearly I had
burned my boats, and I had done it almost unthinkingly, acting upon the
good impulse to befriend this lady, and never reckoning the cost down
to its total. For all that the thing I had done, and what I might yet
do, should offer me the means I needed to enter Pesaro without danger
to my neck, I did not see that I was to derive great profit in the
end—unless my profit lay in knowing that I had advanced the ruin of
Giovanni Sforza by delivering my letter to Lucrezia. That at any rate
was enough incentive clearly to define for me the line that I should
take through this tangle into which the ever-jesting Fates had thrust
me.
I was still at my thoughts, still pondering this most perplexing
situation, the hostess standing silent by the door, when suddenly
Madonna Paola spoke.
“Sir,” said she, in faltering accents, “I—I have not the right to ask
you, and I stand already so deeply in your debt. Not a doubt of it, but
it will have inconvenienced you to have journeyed thus far to inform me
of the flight of my grooms. Yet if you could—” She paused, timid of
proceeding, and her glance fell.
The hostess was all ears, struck by the respectful manner in which this
very evidently noble lady addressed a Fool. I opened the door for her.
“You may leave us now,” said I. “I will come to you presently.”
When she was gone I turned once more to the lady, my course resolved
upon. My hate had conquered my last doubt. What first imported was that
I should get to Pesaro and to Madonna Lucrezia.
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