The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
“Can you still swagger it, after having worn that livery for three
years?” he asked, and his lean forefinger pointed at my hideous motley
of red and black and yellow.
I flushed and hung my head, and—as if to mock that very expression of
my shame—the bells on my cap gave forth a silvery tinkle at the
movement.
“Excellency, spare me,” I murmured. “Did you know all my miserable
story you would be merciful. Did you know with what joy I turned my
back on the Court of Pesaro—”
“Aye,” he broke in mockingly, “when Giovanni Sforza threatened to have
you hanged for the overboldness of your tongue. Not until then did it
occur to you to turn from the shameful life in which the best years of
your manhood were being wasted. There! Just now I commended your
truthfulness; but the truth that dwells in you is no more, it seems,
than the truth we may look for in the mouth of Folly. At heart, I fear,
you are a hypocrite, Messer Biancomonte; the worst form of hypocrite—a
hypocrite to your own self.”
“Did your Excellency know all!” I cried.
“I know enough,” he answered, with stern sorrow; “enough to make me
marvel that the son of Ettore Biancomonte of Biancomonte should play
the Fool to Costanzo Sforza, Lord of Pesaro. Oh you will tell me that
you went there for revenge, to seek to right the wrong his father did
your father.”
“It was, it was!” I cried, with heated vehemence. “Be flames
everlasting the dwelling of my soul if any other motive drove me to
this shameful trade.”
There was a pause. His beautiful eyes flamed with a sudden light as
they rested on me. Then the lids drooped demurely, and he drew a deep
breath. But when he spoke there was scorn in his voice.
“And, no doubt, it was that same motive kept you there, at peace for
three whole years, in slothful ease, the motleyed Fool, jesting and
capering for his enemy’s delectation—you, a man with the knightly
memory of your foully-wronged parent to cry hourly shame upon you. No
doubt you lacked the opportunity to bring the tyrant to account. Or was
it that you were content to let him make a mock of you so long as he
housed and fed you and clothed you in your garish livery of shame?
“Spare me, Excellency,” I cried again. “Of your charity let my past be
done with. When he drove me forth with threats of hanging, from which
your gracious sister saved me, I turned my steps to Rome at her bidding
to—”
“To find honourable employment at my hands,” he interrupted quietly.
Then suddenly rising, and speaking in a voice of thunder—“And what,
then, of your revenge?” he cried.
“It has been frustrated,” I answered lamely. “Sufficient do I account
the ruin that already I have wrought in my life by the pursuit of that
phantom. I was trained to arms, my lord. Let me discard for good these
tawdry rags, and strap a soldier’s harness to my back.”
“How came you to journey hither thus?” he asked, suddenly turning the
subject.
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