The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
I guessed at once that by that thrust he sought to incline her more to
the union he had in view for her.
“At least he was no craven,” answered she. “His burning desire to
please me may have betrayed him into this foolish duplicity. But he
still must live in my memory as a brave and gallant gentleman; or have
you forgotten, Filippo, that noble combat with the forces of Ramiro
del’ Orca?”
To such a question Filippo had no answer, and presently his mood
sobered a little. For myself, I was glad when the time came to withdraw
from that company that twitted and pestered me and played upon my sense
of shame at the imprudence I had committed.
Now that I look back, I can scarce conceive why it should have so
wrought upon me; for, in truth, the little love I bore the Lord
Giovanni might rather have led me to rejoice that his imposture should
be laid bare to the eyes of all the world. I think that really there
was an element of fear in my feelings—fear that, upon reflection,
Madonna Paola might ask herself how came that burning sincerity into
the love-songs written in her honour which it was now disclosed that I
had penned. The answer she might find to such a question was one that
might arouse her pride and so outrage it as to lead her to cast me out
of her friendship and never again suffer me to approach her.
Such a conclusion, however, she fortunately did not arrive at. Haply
she accounted the fervour of those lines assumed, for when on the
morrow she met me, she did no more than gently chide me for the deceit
that I had had a hand in practising upon her. She accepted my
explanation that my share in that affair had been wrung from me with
threats of torture, and putting it from her mind she returned to the
matter of the approaching alliance she sought to elude, renewing her
prayers that I should aid her.
“I have,” she told me then, “one other friend who might assist us, and
who has the power perhaps if he but has the will. He is the Governor of
Cesena, and for all that he holds service under Cesare Borgia, yet he
seems much devoted to me, and I do not doubt that to further my
interests he would even consent to pit his wits against those of the
family he serves.”
“In which case, Madonna,” answered I, spurred to it, perhaps, by an
insensate pang of jealousy at the thought that there should be another
beside myself to have her confidence, “he would be a traitor. And it is
ever an ill thing to trust a traitor. Who once betrays may betray
again.”
That she manifested no resentment, but, on the contrary, readily agreed
with me, showed me how idle had been that jealousy of mine, and made me
ashamed of it.
“Why yes,” she mused, “it is the very thought that had occurred to me,
and caused me to spurn the aid he proffered when last he was here.”
“Ah!” I cried. “What aid was that?”
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