The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
History
The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
“Had it indeed been the Lord Giovanni, he had been dead that day,”
laughed Ramiro grimly. “Indeed it was nothing but my astonishment at
sight of the face I was about to stab, after having broken the
fastenings of his visor that stayed my hand for long enough to give him
the advantage. But I bear you no grudge for that,” he ended, turning on
me with a ferocious smile, “nor yet for that other trick by which—as
Boccadoro the Fool—you bested me. I am not a sweet man when thwarted,
yet I can admire wit and respect courage. But see to it,” he ended,
with a sudden and most unreasonable ferocity, his visage empurpling if
possible still more, “see to it that you pit neither that courage nor
that wit against me again. I have heard the story of how you came to be
Fool of the Court of Pesaro. Cesena is a dull place, and we might
enliven it by the presence of a jester of such nimble wits as yours.”
He turned without awaiting my reply, and strode away to take his place
at table, whilst I walked slowly to my accustomed seat, and took little
part in the conversation that ensued, which, as you may imagine, had me
and that exploit of mine for scope.
Anon an elephantine trumpeting of laughter seemed to set the air
a-quivering. Ramiro was lying back in his chair a prey to such a
passion of mirth that it swelled the veins of his throat and brow until
I thought that they must burst—and, from my soul, I hoped they would.
Adown his rugged cheeks two tears were slowly trickling. The Lord
Filippo, as presently transpired, had been telling him of the epic I
had written in praise of the Lord Giovanni’s prowess. Naught would now
satisfy that ogre but he must have the epic read, and Filippo, who had
retained a copy of it, went in quest of it, and himself read it aloud
for the delight of all assembled and the torture of myself who saw in
Madonna Paola’s eyes that she accounted the deception I had practised
on her a thing beyond pardon.
Filippo had a taste for letters, as I think I have made clear, and he
read those lines with the same fire and fervour that I, myself, had
breathed into them two years ago. But instead of the rapt and
breathless attention with which my reading had been attended, the
present company listened with a smile, whilst ever and anon a short
laugh or a quiet chuckle would mark how well they understood to-night
the subtle ironies which had originally escaped them.
I crept away, sick at heart, while they were still making sport over my
work, cursing the Lord Giovanni, who had forced me to these things, and
my own mad mood that had permitted me in an evil hour to be so forced.
Yet my grief and bitterness were little things that night compared with
what Madonna was to make them on the morrow.
She sent for me betimes, and I went in fear and trembling of her wrath
and scorn. How shall I speak of that interview? How shall I describe
the immeasurable contempt with which she visited me, and which I felt
was perhaps no more than I deserved.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account