Allegories; Christian fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Ozark Mountains -- Fiction
The other threw out his hand, as if to guard himself, and shrank back;
“Hush, oh hush! I have no name but the name by which you know me. The
man who bore that name is dead. In all his pride of intellect and
position he died. Your prayers for vengeance were answered, sir.
You—you killed him; killed him as truly as if you had plunged a knife
into his heart; and—you—did—well.”
Aunt Mollie moaned.
“Is that all?” growled the mountaineer.
“All! God, no! I—I must go on. I must tell you how the man you killed
staid in the hills and was born again. There was nothing else for him
to do but stay in the hills. With the shame and horror of his boy’s
disgrace on his heart, he could not go back—back to the city, his
friends and his church—to the old life. He knew that he could not hope
to deceive them. He was not skilled in hiding things. Every kind word
in praise of himself, or in praise of his son, would have been keenest
torture. He was a coward; he dared not go back. His secret would have
driven him mad, and he would have ended it all as his son had done. His
only hope for peace was to stay here; here on the very spot where the
wrong was done, and to do what little he could to atone for the crime.
“At first it was terrible; the long, lonely nights with no human friend
near; the weight of shame; the memories; and the lonely wind—always the
wind—in the trees—her voice, Pete said, calling for him to come. God,
sir, I wonder the man did not die under his punishment!
“But God is good, Mr. Matthews. God is good and merciful. Every day out
on the range with the sheep, the man felt the spirit of the hills, and
little by little their strength and their peace entered into his life.
The minister learned here, sir, what he had not learned in all his
theological studies. He learned to know God, the God of these
mountains. The hills taught him, and they came at last to stand between
him and the trouble from which he had fled. The nights were no longer
weary and long. He was never alone. The voices in the wilderness became
friendly voices, for he learned their speech, and the poor girl ceased
to call in the wailing wind. Then Dr. Coughlan came, and—”
Again the shepherd stopped. He could not go on. The light was gone from
the sky and he felt the blackness of the night. But against the stars
he could still see the crown of the mountain where his son lay. When he
had gathered strength, he continued, saying simply, “Dr. Coughlan came,
and—last night we learned that my son was not dead but living.”
Again that growl like the growl of a wild beast came from the
mountaineer. Silently Mr. Howitt prayed. “Go on,” came the command in
hoarse tones.
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