If he could only take Justine with them! That longing swelled his
heart almost to the bursting. "If Justine could only enjoy it all with
me," he groaned to himself. "If she could go! If she could go where
it is warm and bright! If I could have them both with me there could
be no more darkness, no more chill, no more unhappiness."
As the days dragged along, nearer and nearer the date set for the
departure for Florida, he grew moodier, more dejected. But one thought
filled his mind, the abandonment of Justine; not regret for the wrong
he was doing Celeste, but remorse for the wrong he was doing Justine.
Sleepless nights found him seeing her slaving, half-frozen, on that
wretched farm, far from the bright world he had enjoyed and she would
have enjoyed.
At last, a week before the day set for their departure for Florida he
reached a sudden determination. He would see Justine, he would go to
her in the night and kiss her and take her up in his arms and bear her
to Chicago with him, there to--but no! He could not do that! He could
only kiss her and take her in his arms and then steal back to the other
one, a dastard. There could be but one and it was for him to choose
between them.
He wondered if he could go back to the farm and live, if he could give
up all he had won, if he could confess his error to Justine, if he
could desert Celeste, if he could live without both of them.
Selfishness told him to relinquish Justine, honor told him to strip the
shackles from Celeste, even though the action broke her heart.
Then there came to his heart the design of the coward, and he could not
get away from its horrible influence. It battled down manly
resistance, it overthrew every courageous impulse, it made of him a
weak, forceless, unresisting slave. With the fever of this malignant
impulse in his blood, he stealthily began the laying of plans that were
to end his troubles. But one person would be left to suffer and to
wonder and she might never know the truth.
One dark night there descended from the railway coach at Glenville, a
roughly clad man whose appearance was that of a stranger but whose
actions were those of one familiar with the dark surroundings. There
had been few changes in Glenville since the day on which Jud Sherrod
left the place for the big city on the lake, but there had been a
wondrous change in the man who was returning, under cover of night, to
the quaint, old-fashioned home of his boyhood. He had gone away an
eager, buoyant youth, strong and ambitious; he was coming back a
heartsick, miserable old man, skulking and crafty.
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